A letter from October 28th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi faith, i am being forced to do this for my virtual service learning at richland collegiate high school, my jr year of high school. Right now I am working on learning to live by the holy spirt and let him guide my life rather than my emotions. I hope as you're reading this you are walking strongly in god's love and have learned your value in him. As you know, we have struggled with feeling beautiful and our self worth for a long while. sometimes we think that we are great, and sometimes we want to punch ourselves for not being good enough. I am going to trust that god will lead me into the person he made me to be because I am still trying to answer the question, who I am? If that makes sense. I hope you can answer that question confidently now. I am currently planning on doing a year of ministry after richland and then after that perhaps going to college in Austin to become an industrial engineer. I hope you've listened to god, whatever direction you have taken. Also, I wonder if ur still friends with anjelika and jocelyn. whatever is going on just remember to be grateful for where you are and enjoy where your at. walk in knowing that god will always love you unconditionally. he knows everything about you, he knows all about your heart, your cares, your thoughts. don't every worry, but pray and trust. The world can seem random but trust that god is divine and wise and he will work your life together for good. keep resting in his love and thinking about others more than yourself. love you, you are so beautiful and WOW LOOK AT YOUR HAIR. you made it girl. be grateful for that. and your clear skin, and just know that you are god's master piece. Think of how your body serves the purpose it was made for, your legs can run, your face can speak and smile and smell, and you are healthy. praise god for that and do not base your beauty on boys' opinions. anywho, peace out and yeah