A letter from October 27th, 2020

Hey. You're in a really bad place right now. You feel like your family is falling out of love with you. Your friends put up with you because they're scared of you. And worst of all, you're losing yourself. I hope you receive this. I know now you are in college. And I want to make sure you are okay. You owe it to me and to yourself to keep fighting and to be better. Please, be honest. Be kind to everyone. Don't be selfish, don't get angry. You are a beautiful person but you don't ever show it, and the world is missing out. I want to tell you that even if you aren't better, I still love you, and keep trying. But on the bright side, how are you? What college are you at? Do you have a boyfriend? How's your roommate? What's corona like now? Do you still keep in touch with O, K, and E? How are mom, dad, and A? There are so many things I want to know. But most of all, are you happy? I love you...see you soon :) BTW ur listening to touch as ur writing this. no wonder ur crying LMFAO