A letter from October 26th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey girl it’s 17 year old Hosa🤪 Hopefully u receive this if your alive...hehe So I saw a girl on TikTok doing this so I HAD TO COPIE duhh🤣 Anyways child...honestly I hope your happy and fight all your demons to become a better person...wait actually I am a good person I just overthink a lot and always have high expectations so technically I’m only bad to myself I’m not bad to my friends I’m not bad to my family...so pls be kind to yourself. And stop trying to be ruff and a ***** when in reality your a lovely sociable girl with a lot of blessings from God the higher power (sorry but these days idk if I believe in God or my higher self it’s kinda confusing) u have a gift of naturally knowing if someone is good or bad for u so USE THE **** OUT OF IT!!!! Child anyways...find your inner confidence cause I’m really not confident right know and I have bad *** anxiety. Btw I’m so curious to know what religion u end up choosing and hopefully it makes u happy😚. And love😗.....✌🏽.....nah JKJK HAHAAH. Love umm where should I start, I tend to have very high expectations about it and never actually giving time for it because I know at my age right know nobody is going to be serious and only waist your time and give u hella depression like Dorothy oh & btw how is Dorothy and Mako,Alexa🤪,Keonna,Ricca,Nerrissa doing have u checked up on them cause if u didn’t please do they mean a lot to me right know and I’ll like to Keep having a good & healthy relationship with them anyways...OH **** AND MY NEGGA BOXEUR & VISHAL where are they in life right know haha I’m so curious to find out what they all look like INCLUDING myself😌 OK anyways yeah love see how I always try to avoid this subject idk honestly I need to find out why this subject is sensitive to me anyways try to find out in the future. Next serious point- have a healthy life style no smoking no drugs get over that stuff it’s not good for u and your spirit I don’t want to feel lost anymore so please don’t do it to your beautiful kind loving self🥺😞. Next for the sugar honey ice tea😂 (that’s Zoe the *** youtuber who says that💀) get filthy RICH 🤑 ***** like no joke get ******* rich and have fun with your life cause u only live once aka YOLO but have fun in a good way don’t let nobody destroy your inner peace read more bucks get out learn about the world meet wonderful people select good close friends don’t be ghetto be classy and funny and happy😉!! Try to learn different cultures try to learn more about your self try to study more try to eat healthy or whatever JUST ******* TRY and when I mean try it’s not THINKING ABOUT IT it’s GOING OUT AND DOING IT CAUSE I CAN AND I CONTROL MY LIFE period pooh. **** anyways child just be happy!! Hope I live to see this 😆 OH OH OH AND ONE MORE THING STOP HAVING HIGH ******* EXPECTATIONS PLS😊 I love you Hosannah like some frl type of ****❤️ Imma try to learn how to skate btw 🛹 so hopefully I’ll be a pro-ish when I read this🤣🕺🏽 Okay I’m done Love me❤️ ~~~HOSANNAH WONDMU~~~ Oh no wait why did I forget my family I’m going to help u guys don’t worry about it 💕✌🏽 I’ll make Africa become Africa union then become president and cut all resources from the white #BLM🧘🏽‍♀️ Ok I’m done frl😘