A letter from October 26th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How has life been? Have you moved to WI yet? If so, how is your relationship with dad? Have you heard anything about mom?.. probably not, she's a psycho *****. Anywho, are you and Ryan still together? Married? A kid on the way? Are you happy? Do you still want to die? How is your depression and anxiety? I just moved to C shift so I'm much happier, I'm just tired a lot, but I don't miss B shift. I'm excited for a year to pass so I can move to WI, and just to get out of FL and even further away from my mom. Hopefully everything is better, I hope we're happier, and able to laugh easily and make happy memories for a long time. I hope we don't give up, I hope we make it. I may not love myself completely now, but hopefully one day I will be able to look in the mirror and smile at the reflection. Sincerely, Yourself October 26th 2020