A letter from October 26th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi haley! this is weird lol. it’s october 25th, 2020. (sunday) i’m currently sitting in mine and shawns room, listening to yeah right by joji. a classic. me payton and anthony are going to the 13th realm friday! we’re skipping the game which i’m kinda bittersweet about. peyton morgan and brian moved out recently (wednesday) it’s kinda quiet and dull. i’m 144 pounds. i’m trying really hard to lose weight. i’ve only eaten one thing of applesauce today lol(it’s 9:11pm) i’m probably going to binge on something later tonight, knowing me. i hope you’re a skinny legend . GOD i’ll be. 21? 22? 21 turning 22? god that’s old lol u grandma . are you in a relationship? i’m not lol. me and payton are talking but i don’t really see anything happening with his indecisive ***. do you stil live with mom? god i hope not lmao. i don’t currently see a good career path for us. maybe teaching ? maybe band teacher? idk. idk what i’m going to do with my life. do you know more or less than me on that topic? GOD i hope more lmao. i don’t know what more to say lol. i REALLY hope you’re skinny. like . bro cmon you don’t have an eating disorder for nothing lmao ***** *** *****. okay okay i guess that’s it? what else do i say? corpse is playing now! (miss YOU!) is smokey alive? prob not lol but i can hope. how is the people around you? have you made friends? got ur license? actually lived life? did trump win? GOD i hope not. okay. i guess i’ll leave ya be. take care of yourself. for us!:) bye! - 16 year old you!