A letter from October 26th, 2020

hi bb i hope you are doing better ,i just wanna say that i love you so much and thank you so much for staying.i also just wanna say that you are doing great and just please don’t leave, just please promise me that you will stay. i also just wanna say that you’re a bad ***** no matter what and you don’t need anyone but your self. i also just wanna say it you’re looking to start dating, go for it and i know you will my see this for a whole and a whole 5 years will have gone by but just please learn how to love yourself because if you don’t how can you love someone else? bruh also you better start working at zumiez and find u that skater boy we’ve been looking for. i know that we have a lot of regrets but just please don’t waste your teenage years,LIVE YOUR LIFE, don’t be scared that something bad will happen, because you need to worry about what’s happening now. i also know that we basically wasted our childhood crying and being “depressed” and used and it really really sucks, but yk man that made us stronger and smarter. also who are your friends now if you have any? what is your happiness(girl i swear it better b high bc u deserve so much happiness). also I LOVE YOU AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL AND WORTH SO MUCH. i love you so much bb and we are going to get through this-zaynnah alnuzhah age:13 date: october 25th,2020 9:09 pm