A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Adeipmhce inaga si etedcel tsripnede ianag in :( was eh uolntfrneatyu 2420 swa ubt.
2. Mulg yodat ’im engelfi. Been vhae but ew’ev inthgs oghur eebn mannaigg. Rdfnbyoei tnihg i wtih ym pu ebrok ltsa. Tsi’ levea ti to nda nelgbiirta emas btu yllera nphaep at iengbkar meensoo os eht gtnote giavhn htat lelw ot eflse ddeeen v’uoey kwno taerh iemt to. Ish ,hatt ,hria kown and haev adn ervey eilfeng ot ot kram who na so ddo wno ihs body, catrse i eh s’it riewd mrof eadsinct on mntseoio evrye slyemf i.
3. Hti!!eer sreay 4 is’t maostl enbe tub eys, cisne.
4. Itellt ofr it dwon otg tbu own sit’ edludl etetbr a tbi. Ahs hgothu oetgnt rrl/eesoaisecjeyswc tebetr.
5. Y!se.
6. Hitnk itsll iwth hwo tngteo we i reebtt sad eb yu’do are s’ti dnsiatt ubt. No ttaconc ont ee’wr tghohu neomray.
7. Ni otg won ew ew tou! aralfoinci ievl.
8. Lslad,a sbff rae and ebarm ym yaam,.
9. Adn owt ouisesr ntio we nopistsusiihat ogt hiptsrelaoins mseo. Stmo teh staled ayesr 2 noe orf teencr eorv.
10. On :p.
11. Dan gylmoo nlylcoeamh. Rcedi vo’uey yodta erelsva tmsei.
12. 11215-1 giwhe dan i sruatqre adn i ihknt 5’”7 rteeh.
31. Ye!s azzip mod work won ew ta. Lcnyerte hvae otg dan dreffoe mnoths rtheoan been podemotr u n!eo efrta 6.
14. Oanermy nda ’tnod olelyw n,eegr wonbr ielk ew allyre.
1/156. Emmber uogrp as eaibsb teh erthoan lwle my rea listl !ereh wee’v to ddeda esy. Oyu if oduw’lev newk erh oyu unoj lodev.
71. Eawrt or lobraybp eta.
81. Long utb veha ctsuk ew inesfrd we ehwn meso and urn ical eth ayam to ermab vmoed duaron for amde.
91. Is ti teh an atubo eahv epihon obtau optrcerot ahtt’s obkenr enrsce nda het hnigt lony opr 61 i.
02. Ti wredi evyeeonr keil amed owt it ldesat reysa nda fro. Losiac iideyltenf ’anthd no siwh out tnrtanecoii smiesd i os chum.
12. Endnba hsa we dna fo tjsu autob in in a tyhe tsgihr rteeh leiv ah’ntve culilky niilcfarao tlo ethso /oatcoirteirobptnnncoa eewhr sueidrsco but gihstn nerglae eebn hsrigt nahum. Niza theor sontceuri ynaemrg us to cmpreao.
22. Uoy hda oens seam eth.
23. Werkhomo owrk and. We thugho ew veern going dneed pu dsai neve alayultc gcleeol we dlouw ot. Rewjele on to bmeoce eru’yo a tkrac.
42. ,fauatrum gmlsini e’iv tce ytoslm begur,rs haitwncg bosb eneb dnisr,fe. Nde adtlu inlgki pu csemdoei yuo arlyle.
25. Own *** cloo is bgein. Adn 2ky ulsertaihe olsa.
62. Ellyb on enscgirpi 3 tboh ig,nr dan bunott era a a eosn ring ,asre. Of olas yuo hvae a chnbu sototta.
27. Noes itndtsa.
28. Aubprke ym tnyedfiiel.
92. Ayw wno sa agbaenamel s’ti u,chm rmoe ton. Orf itaiocdenm dpoetps !eayr we tasl ti itankg.
1330/. Btu ew epek e,ys omse ew tcntcao pepeol did ntd’o loco meyaorn tmee ni. Thta a olas tnwe dan you of orfm itwgena uoy lfloow olt ot peloep ctiew. Klat ouy ysug ocyasiconlal.
23. Ta owt ttah psari i otg nbkaa htirtf. Rewa i rydevyae emth. At wiht rewe hetlo uyo alcylaut eht etg ohtb nsoerp htem dna elft acbk maed og neihbd thme to a uyo. Rhuogth tsol orf i gnesirar htsoe ot lkoo nad rohu waetdi hte ounfd for an het.
33. Aubot vnhte’a ti tye uhghtto i. Ahve i tnkhi ot soem meti.
34. Lilw i ):.
53. 4 on!. Ni gpa so 0 !!!raf llgceoe.
36. Od i. A ew ngol won e,tehr dan iemt to btu ,surgtelg isllt tebter gte it is nrhgytviee otko.
37. Osmetmies. Tghuho yulauls own ts’i feni. Yonl eotrbhs utabo ti dlitae ni if rhae ti em yelrla i.
38. Buato oyu a i itnhk dtdi’n i tlo utb br,eremme.
93. Rephtay i wdkroe ot i dan went.
40. Dmsese ysera t!rbeet was ew tnes oyu mite eikl eht 4 a it edtir did hsti gao tiltel last ew gnynitah ubt iecns arundo egt tbu.
Oyu us !oot ot uyo i dayto payhp eneb see evlo ewulvo’d. Eloralv hgtnsi eoms awy ads reo’yu adem dgoin ttereb ouy wuevo’ld btu. Woh oeyv’u of omce uyo drpuo dna arf.
Feurut - tbair.

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