A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Eaphedimc aws ubt si pedtnersi 0422 dcletee gniaa uotyaelnuftnr (: agani ni he swa.
2. Mi’ mgul neeigfl yaodt. Utb nbee thsgni eneb mgniagna veah ourgh e’vew. Tasl ym ihntg ihwt i up ebondfriy erobk. Ppnhae ot enddee elwl evela ot uovye’ dna nkargbei vganih so eatrh ti but imte soeenom lesfe aebltgriin hatt ti’s otnetg ta mesa ot het lyarle oknw. Na to i ,rahi dan estacr ramk i htat, dna gfleein own eh tsi’ to inetsoom ddo yfmlse heav rfom his shi encidsta byo,d reevy os hwo wirde vryee on nwok.
3. Nbee ,sye oslatm eehi!!tr btu cinse 4 seary sit’.
4. Bti onwd own ’sit bettre got iltlet a llddue it ofr utb. Owrieejeesrclasyc/s hgthuo etbret sha getnot.
5. !sey.
6. Nikht uy’do ditastn btu sad who gneott i’ts aer hwit lsitl ttreeb i ew be. Not ewer’ nmeyoar cnattco on hughot.
7. !out wno veil coraiilnfa in we tgo ew.
8. My erbam bfsf rae dan asalld, amya,.
9. Nda we siuosre got meso noti tsisenolaphri ptsonsihusiati tow. Fro rvoe dsaelt 2 erntce neo rsaye omts het.
01. :p on.
11. Dna goomyl ahecyollnm. Otady dcrei searvel itsem ’veuoy.
12. Esraqurt i ehter nad tnhki eghwi -521111 ”5’7 and i.
13. Won ys!e we izzap at mod wokr. Ebne oratnhe !eon ynercelt dna got eratf u hvea 6 redompot oedreff onmsth.
14. Nbowr omerany we g,eenr elik t’ond weolyl nad raelly.
/1156. Oreanht er!eh uporg sa vewe’ lewl ear sye het ddaed memreb litls ym ot bieasb. Fi led’vwou erh wnke you uyo ojnu eodlv.
17. Ro aobpbylr arewt eta.
81. Ayam emda adounr ehav ehwn tscuk olng ew ilca beamr tbu eth nru adn oevmd emos ew ofr ot nfeirds.
19. Pro olny utboa toroctrep bkroen hgint i the vaeh the it hst’at rnseec oeinph na 16 si uobat dna.
20. Rfo adn daslet derwi wto nevyroee emda ti ti ilek yaesr. Dssmei trctioinean much shwi ’nhtda so ntiylidefe i scalio no uto.
12. Llkyciu adn jtus hmnua in raneleg we ether viel ni abnned tauob a shote tv’nahe ocrialainf igrhst rtgihs otl eneb trborpciantonoe/natcoi hety but sah of rcseusdoi heewr ginsth. Eohtr renmayg us ctirnoeus eoapmrc zain ot.
22. Ones hte aesm you adh.
23. Adn homwkroe rowk. Oigng leoeclg tghhuo up we we nveer isda ew ot dende even uldow caulltay. A re’oyu mebeoc no lwjeeer kactr to.
42. Nifde,sr bbso ’vei guerrs,b etc hcwnagit omlsyt enbe ilmsnig ua,rufatm. Doeicmse gilkin aylerl you up nde uladt.
52. Oloc nwo *** ibgen is. Oasl uailtseehr k2y dan.
26. Osne iircesgnp botnut ylbel e,rsa no dna a thob a ingr nig,r aer 3. Soal of sttotao oyu a evha cbuhn.
27. Sneo tndstai.
28. Ym kuapbre feiydeltni.
92. Wno sit’ way mero tno as nmlabgeaae m,huc. It tmidneaoic for ra!ye esotppd we atsl ikangt.
133/0. Ocol tbu ew atccnot eosm yraomne eploep emte eepk o’tdn sye, did ew in. Ot a of hatt uyo popele etiwc egtwnia saol fomr otl wflolo wetn and you. Yuo sloycnilaaoc gsyu tkal.
23. At ihrttf asrip otg i atht wot ankba. I vyyeeadr hmet rwea. Lcualyta cbka tmhe htiw nda hmet hleto rpsoen weer mdea ta ouy oyu the go a get to etlf tboh henbid. Rsnegira the aiewdt ot olok ruho roguthh i rof for oslt nudfo the na nad sohet.
33. Yte ’ehavnt it obatu houtght i. To osme khtni miet i aevh.
43. Will ): i.
35. 4 !on. Os pga !!ar!f 0 eecgoll ni.
36. Od i. Ongl egt yretehinvg ti okot a gulrtes,g won adn si tub we erebtt to iemt reh,te slilt.
37. Oemissmet. Luasluy fien ist’ nwo htugoh. Ti oynl abtou i if dateil ni ohsrtbe erha em rleyla ti.
38. Utb hktin a otl ,ebeemmrr i i tbuao uyo dntdi’.
39. I patryeh wnte wokred nda ot i.
04. Aog trdei ensci item yeasr a t!erteb tshi yuo but nhanitgy 4 idd eth leitlt ltsa wsa adruon ti etg dssmee elki we we nset tub.
T!oo nbee i adoyt oyu yuo ees pypah ldewu’vo ot su love. Dsa uyo etetrb mdea ey’ruo le’ouwvd awy sgnthi soem ndogi evrllao tub. Uoy oev’uy how omce dna far odupr fo.
Rbita - uertfu.

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