A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Naiag wsa peiecmhda si :( ginaa in esidrpten swa he yennlfttruoau 0242 deelcte tbu.
2. Iegnlfe aytod ’mi umlg. Sgthin mngnaiga enbe evha bene tub gurho vee’w. Pu thwi tingh ltsa fenribody okbre i ym. Nda ealev ti ubt so nrigltieab to ownk atth phnaep denede msoeneo nttgeo gkbieran ’tsi haignv at eth llew lefse to you’ev tmei aesm eraht to eyallr. Os every an eh kamr now dna sih dod ,tath eflngie nda dybo, vhea i who tdiescan ot syeflm no noteioms to dwier reeyv mofr i i’ts kwno shi arstce iahr,.
3. S’ti utb 4 oamlst asery e!rithe! sye, ceisn eben.
4. ’its a teertb etillt lulded btu orf ti nwo gto bti odnw. Ash etongt yerieajosesscl/rcew thouhg ebtrte.
5. !sye.
6. T’is du’oy asd lslti etongt nkhit owh utb we i hiwt aer ebetrt atsitdn eb. Mroynea tno oncactt on wre’e houhgt.
7. Ew otu! we ielv otg afcliaionr nwo in.
8. My yaam, earbm ffsb and era ,allsad.
9. Gto iton nda we oesm rsieuso iltenosiasrhp oitssuiihspnta two. Neo lsetda fro erov the aeysr 2 trnece otms.
01. No p:.
11. Yeclahnlom nda olmoyg. Temis drcei rlaeves aoydt uove’y.
21. Higwe i uraeqrst ”’57 nda dna i 151-121 ihknt rthee.
31. Now es!y zipza omd ta owkr ew. Ntleyecr oen! foeerdf hotnrea nda omshnt etorpdmo frtea gto vahe 6 u eben.
14. We eegrn, ronemay nda nobwr wleoyl lkie lyreal ’ndto.
6/115. Rea rembme v’eew illst het hr!ee my aeddd orugp to sye elwl hneator sa aiebsb. Knew devol ’vledwou if uoy rhe njuo ouy.
71. Ro oypbrabl tae rtaew.
18. Mose nad we hvae ewhn maya nru teh ebram evdmo dirsfen skutc but ew to lgno daonur lcia deam rfo.
19. Rttreopco an touba adn ehav i toabu ti th’tsa eht secenr ynlo is nhiope eht tnhgi pro bkrnoe 61.
20. Adn yeasr ti wredi sdltae it eoyerven two made elik ofr. Hnadt’ hcum uto no oiscal i anitoicrent semisd entyldiief os wish.
21. Adn toboeitanaion/rotcnprc vhat’en trhgsi fo touab nciilrfaoa veli utb yeht clyuikl a in unmha ni ngerela eewrh iueocsrds nbdane sujt we trshig soteh nistgh ebne sah heter otl. Ucstneori romcpae to us orteh nrmayeg anzi.
22. Oyu ones had aems het.
32. Okwr nda mweorkoh. Ew sdia ltlyauac ew hotguh up oluwd enev ellgoce ndede ogngi rvene ot ew. Rcakt on ’euyor erwleej cmeboe to a.
42. Ndsirf,e omtsly eiv’ wainthcg cet sinmgli ,rurgseb mut,uafar obsb eenb. Up aeyllr nliigk esedcmio yuo udatl ned.
25. Is bigne oocl wno ***. Ehslrieuat dan slao yk2.
62. Ernipigsc 3 btoh ,nrgi ea,sr nad are gnri a buntto llyeb no enso a. A fo otstaot oasl aveh buhcn yuo.
72. Tnaitds esno.
82. Nifdeiltye my ebauprk.
92. Wno h,cum tno maaeegalbn sa i’ts rmoe awy. It iadcmoeitn ofr e!yra gtiakn stal ew otsedpp.
30/13. Ynmaero poeelp dno’t ew semo antcotc ew idd eepk btu eetm sy,e olco in. Uyo laos wcite olepep aengitw to fomr oyu of and twen lot a thta lfwolo. Ygsu oyu olsnalacioyc lkta.
32. I ta hatt tgo anbak sirap tow frtiht. Yrveydae i tmhe wear. A go ouy edam ndbehi ot tohb tfle ltoeh egt ta cbka the yuo ethm rewe emth aullyatc whti and pnseor. To lkoo adn itwaed an htsoe orf eth hrou slot ofr hutrhgo arrginse i eth nfuod.
33. Eyt n’hetav i ti ghhoutt outba. Ot i osme nitkh emti vahe.
43. :) i ilwl.
53. 4 !on. So gpa 0 lloecge ni a!!r!f.
63. I od. Dan teim he,ret koot ew a onw r,elgsugt long hgreenvyit si tbu ti to lltis tge erbtet.
37. Eoitssemm. Thohug it’s syuaull own nife. Em ynol it rbohset fi i taobu ti aditle aehr elryla ni.
38. I tbauo ntid’d a lto ouy e,emrembr tbu i khtni.
39. I i adn ot ehyaptr tnwe drowek.
04. Ouy dessem ti eitm ew yaesr stne ltsa llttei htniagny 4 but stih erdit nduaro teg eer!btt aog senci klei did was utb teh ew a.
Ovel phapy yadto ’wudelov us uyo !too i yuo ese bene ot. Vaorell yuo yaw osem utb terbet idngo emda nsgthi u’oyer asd d’wulevo. Adn woh arf ourdp fo uv’oey uoy come.
Urfute arbti -.

This user has written an update to this letter.To see what they wrote, please


Load more comments

Sign in to FutureMe

or use your email address

Don't know your password? Sign in with an email link instead.

By signing in to FutureMe you agree to the Terms of use.

Create an account

or use your email address

You will receive a confirmation email

By signing in to FutureMe you agree to the Terms of use.

Share this FutureMe letter

Copy the link to your clipboard:

Or share directly via social media:

Why is this inappropriate?