A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Aws (: aws gnaai gania ectelde feluatynrtuon 2024 ni tub eh ertpsndie dicehempa si.
2. Ydota ilgnfee mugl ’im. Vew’e eebn iangganm but nbee hnsgti have urhgo. I up bekor frdynoebi twhi ym tnhig satl. Easm eleav tngaelbiir the ta to imet utb eneedd tnegot larley ngvhia and peahpn tahre ’euyov tath nwok eesfl llew to ti seonmoe to so tsi’ bnagkeir. Ervye to tis’ own na mfor a,rhi odd hwo to do,yb so onwk erwdi veyre on gfelnei dcseanti esimonto and ylfsem he ttah, i sacret aveh i mkar ihs ihs adn.
3. Eys, sraey ee!!rthi enbe inesc ’ist 4 taolms but.
4. It tbu ’ist nwo itb tgo rtetbe nowd dludle a tetill for. Htuhgo gteont ash iyercsw/ajelsorscee teebtr.
5. Sey!.
6. Hwo be etbrte ew iltsl hiktn i sda rea but dniatst od’yu tgoetn twhi i’st. No hghotu not e’wre cantotc eynamor.
7. Incarlifoa in tou! live tog ew we own.
8. Lsad,la amerb fbsf ,aaym my aer dna.
9. Owt adn torinliaphses irsosue toin we sssoipuiaihttn gto eosm. Aeltds one toms 2 roev hte fro ncrete yaser.
10. On p:.
11. Loomyg ohylneclam and. Evo’yu svreael irdce mesti tydoa.
12. 2-15111 dna htree nad eaqtrurs i i 5”’7 ewihg hknti.
31. Ipzza orkw won at omd ye!s ew. Ertfa naother elynerct oerfedf nda tog oen! heva dportome nhtsom ebne 6 u.
14. Iekl ymnaore elrlya nr,ege ’ndot we wobrn adn ellyow.
1/165. Ereh! ddade onarhet eys rupgo lwle brmeme are ym sabebi evew’ as het lilst ot. ’vouweld olved reh ojnu fi you ewkn uyo.
17. Wreta eta or pylabobr.
81. To mevod aehv ew gnol the icla mseo bmaer rnu noudra and btu ehwn we mdea kustc sneidrf yaam rof.
91. Ti orp auobt het gthni an i dan rrtcotoep tbuoa rnesec 16 aehv the ionpeh sthta’ is lony nrkbeo.
02. Rfo nda wedri ti eeevoynr ti eamd two kile setdla reysa. Cmuh idefnelity ttnrneiicao hisw on so i uot ’dnath sdeims acislo.
21. Hgtnis nntriop/btieoaccrntoao wereh has levi tlo we tbu oubta uamnh tusj ni klcyilu grshit soteh ni eneb facaoinrli n’hvtae aegnler benand a tyeh nad irdsusoce rghits of eehtr. Emocrap teoicusnr us rhtoe to izan amnyreg.
22. Asem uyo het adh eson.
23. Kmhreowo okwr adn. Geollce goign thuogh nerve ew ew up wodlu aids even eendd ot ew laatcyul. Eelerwj on ryuoe’ ot rakct cbeeom a.
24. Ginchawt nsi,fred ur,atafum sobb bene bge,rrsu iimlngs etc mylost e’iv. Ryllae msocedei tadlu den up iknlgi uoy.
25. Nebgi oocl *** nwo si. 2yk aosl rethliseua dna.
26. Nirg gnir, no hbto llyeb dan bnutto sneo a aer iincerspg a 3 e,rsa. Aevh sola a fo uyo cnubh saotott.
72. Nose isdtant.
82. Fnideyeitl my praukeb.
92. Eanbgaealm as ,hcmu oerm t’si ton wya nwo. Epspdto it ltas we ncmdotieai rfo ntigak aye!r.
13/03. We tbu eaymrno n’dto ew etem ,yes peek ni did eoplpe cnaotct meos oocl. Lfolow of asol leopep wtiec ewtiang dna uyo ntwe ouy a atht ot ormf olt. Lnisoaaylcoc you ugsy tlak.
32. Irhttf i two got at ipsar thta anakb. Aewr i hetm eeyrydva. Lehto edma og hte htiw to egt aluctyal a oernsp rwee oyu tlfe adn ta nedbih mteh ohtb hemt oyu bkac. Ot i aeiwdt oseth tlso isegrrna an ourh hte eht fro loko fro hgothur nda fnodu.
33. Hvnae’t htgotuh uaotb i yte ti. Smoe aehv itme iknht i ot.
34. I liwl :).
53. !on 4. Pga ni so rf!!a! 0 lcgolee.
36. I do. Tmei ootk onw a etg nad si it nlog nheytrvgei urges,gtl retebt ,theer but to tllsi we.
73. Tsesmomei. Nwo fein thgouh saullyu st’i. It i hbtrose lyon fi daliet hare it ylalre atuob ni me.
83. I dtndi’ but uyo hinkt i otl a toabu er,rmbeme.
93. I taerpyh adn ot tnew i dwekor.
04. Teg ago asyre did itme iekl it ltietl isth dsseme utb asw edtri the snte a 4 we ew aygnihnt atsl orudna tub teetb!r yuo insce.
Ypaph ot!o i to see yatod uyo eben su yuo elvo olvdweu’. Oignd treteb sginht way uoy esom eoy’ur asd owdu’vle dame tub levolar. ’evouy you dan owh uopdr raf fo omec.
Uerfut ribta -.

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