A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

:( ni ainag eh daeihpecm isnteedrp 2420 asw yeufntruantol is cteeedl saw tbu iaang.
2. Lmug odayt m’i efeginl. Bene sngtih w’eve eben but urgoh gmagnnai avhe. Fonrdebyi kbroe pu whit atsl ym ngtih i. Ppnaeh wnok elesf erhat t’is os to lwle ta otnget oomnese het vyoe’u aieintgrbl it ot dan nibergak ivagnh thta tbu teim valee dnedee elryla to esam. Eh yveer to elneifg i asecntid aevh hsi no ddo ’its ydbo, taht, ih,ar eyrve ot os erdwi adn nwko akrm lseymf who won nsimteoo na carste fmro ihs i and.
3. Scnie 4 t’si ersya bene smoatl tub y,es h!!eetri.
4. Down dduell brteet orf tbu a litlte tog it won s’ti ibt. Hhgtou gteotn aeysse/ojerwlcrseci bttere has.
5. Ys!e.
6. Kihnt i how tbu dy’uo be dsa we togent itwh rbttee ltlsi ist’ ttdisna era. Ton tgohuh tontcca on eayormn re’we.
7. In won ielv ew !tou ew rlaniafioc tgo.
8. Eramb sfbf a,llads aer aa,ym ym adn.
9. Dan suoirse smoe we tgo ntoi soinsaphieltr wto soutsphiinasti. Ecnret eno 2 alsdte eht ofr tosm yaser rove.
01. On p:.
11. Mgyool and ecaolyhnlm. Dtyao oevy’u rleseav iedcr tesmi.
21. I ’5”7 adn dna hrtee ktnih ghwie uasqtrer i 12-5111.
13. Kwor ye!s ta ew odm now aizzp. Tshmno otg hvae frtae teodmpro 6 !oen u eenb teeynlcr nda foerefd ahtrneo.
14. We bwron earlyl td’no ymeorna dan liek r,eneg ellwoy.
1/651. Sye tisll as mrembe het absieb h!eer ropug ym llew vwe’e dedda to rae rtenoah. Uyo olvde nuoj dlvo’ewu kenw ouy her if.
17. Ro ate trwea pyralbob.
81. Oudnar ot yama henw the cail emos dan ongl ew rfo mdae nur aerbm utsck dfreins ubt heav we voemd.
91. I na noyl enihpo snecre ath’st thgin ectpoortr aehv si hte nda atobu 16 rpo ti the btoau berkon.
20. Dame it enyveroe for ti wrdie dna wto ekil dseatl ysare. Lcaosi so i lniytdefei uot on hmuc ntnicaoreit n’hdat shwi mdesis.
21. Nad vile ibtocnaeciopo/tnrranot tsihgr sujt lot tsgrhi oaiirlafnc etyh a utb ehret batuo neeb eewhr ni nhamu vetnh’a yluclki sehto sha bneadn of uicesodsr ni tinhgs we eenaglr. Megryna heort rutnseioc to macepor su zian.
22. Seno oyu had esma eht.
32. And kmoroweh owrk. To udowl uhhgot ddnee tacuylla cloegle niggo neevr pu idas neve we ew ew. Arkct a ot no meceob ejweerl re’you.
24. Rdiesn,f erbsrgu, uaartfmu, wgcatnih etc iev’ bnee imlgsni sbob molyts. Laudt erylla yuo gkinil end pu mscdeeoi.
25. Now nbgie *** oclo si. Aosl dna y2k lrshuaeeti.
26. Gin,r r,sae ginr rea ttnbuo peinsrcgi 3 ylelb a no nseo htob a adn. Oatttso hnucb soal a fo ouy avhe.
72. Neos idtnast.
28. Lnfiietdey my prkeuab.
92. Sa omre hcm,u ’sit ton yaw aabmegnael wno. Orf atls ew sopeptd ay!re nodetiimac tignka ti.
/0331. Namoyre colo idd utb ew coctant ekep emos poepel ,yse ew ni teme d’tno. Tewn tol uoy eangiwt a lppeeo ot ewcti uoy mrfo wllfoo that laso fo nda. Lkta sguy uoy slaoclcinyoa.
23. Rttihf ta iraps i tog ttha abank wto. I awre veraydey thme. Teh gte etfl at them mdea hbot a weer htme hbendi hitw ouy htole og lyctlaua ot dna ouy eropsn back. Ufond adn arnegisr diwaet rof i eht ohur eht lkoo to fro na thguroh slto etosh.
33. I tye ti nt’eahv boaut hhtutgo. Ot omes iemt knthi aveh i.
43. Illw i :).
53. 4 no!. Os 0 pag ni f!!ra! cgeoell.
36. Od i. Tub it tebrte sgelrt,gu si mtei nitgvherey now ootk ht,eer ew etg a nda lngo ot stlli.
73. Oeitmsems. Ghothu won ulyauls iefn ’sit. Ti rohtbse loyn arylle buaot i aher em ni ti etdlai if.
83. Otl auobt yuo i d’dtin tub kitnh i a ,eermbrme.
93. I tewn and i ot werodk hayrpte.
04. Ihtnnyga a nscie eht uadnro ti oga leki astl asw eilttl dseesm aeyrs edrit ihst did ubt ew etg 4 but yuo ew tmie tesn tebe!rt.
Elov t!oo been uoy to us ppayh oyu lv’edowu i atyod see. Hnsigt gidno yu’roe dame smoe awy tub dsa teerbt yuo eolravl weulv’do. Fo far cemo duopr who uyo o’vyue dna.
Treufu - abitr.

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