A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Asw is (: in iemapedhc edecelt drtnsipee nagai faurntteluyon eh ngaia 2420 ubt was.
2. Im’ lugm eegfnli taydo. Gtinhs enbe aevh orugh tub ebne wve’e gmgianna. Ym koebr gtnih eirofnydb whit i up atsl. At rthea giialntber mite ainghv ellrya ot tbu penpah ti and atht emesono elvae knwo dneede ot ellw to sema u’eoyv ’ist seefl tteong os hte angrkbei. Shi wderi yreev cetsra nwo fenielg ,ahri vaeh on rveey i odd ofmr ot wkno dan tsenmoio si’t smyfel t,hta his eh ot dbyo, so hwo aecitdsn dan rkma na i.
3. Sotalm neisc rasye bnee st’i ,sye eiret!h! btu 4.
4. Utb ti own ietltl a ulddle rof its’ ibt odnw gto tbreet. Uhthgo rwil/ejcsycrseseeoa egontt ettrbe sha.
5. S!ye.
6. Gtonet iwht ubt ew snitdta are iknth who tllis teretb y’oud asd s’ti eb i. Rmyoaen tcatcno ohhugt no not ew’er.
7. Evli !tuo tog ni we liicaoarnf we won.
8. Ym dan my,aa ear sfbf mbaer sallda,.
9. Spsaternhoili nad otg two tpoiisuhitssna suirose ew onti moes. Erays tsmo vero het alsted 2 rfo ecrtne noe.
10. No p:.
11. Nad lalmceyhon omolgy. Vsrleea yodat tmies cider ’eovyu.
21. Utarqesr 1-21151 i nhkit teehr and dan eghiw i 57’”.
13. Own at !eys zpiza dom owrk we. Aehv eenb oetdprmo teafr no!e nmhots ogt tnhaore ectlrney 6 efrefdo dna u.
14. ,erneg ronbw we ylelwo ryllea tod’n ryaenmo dan ekli.
/1165. My eth goupr enhator to bmerem esy lwel edadd babies wev’e era ltlis sa rhe!e. Ehr uyo ounj lweoduv’ yuo nkew voled if.
17. Rlbboapy wtrae eat ro.
81. Ot cstuk haev orf baemr logn amya btu edvmo ouanrd we rnu hwne hte ew meso icla dna efdnsir dema.
19. Screne 61 nda the aoubt ti an ts’tah si rtotprcoe i enkrob lyno pro hte ephion oaubt ngith hvea.
20. Seray eamd like rediw ti dna fro it wot daelts eeveyonr. Rctnteoiian i ’nathd hswi so alscio smedsi tieedinfyl uhmc uot no.
12. We lylckui in dociussre wrhee hsngit lvie sah tol ethy hv’eatn taobu but hrete been ni otrbpnaon/rotoinaectci estoh ujts mnauh and gishrt enrgael iconifaalr a bdnane of hrtigs. Eorht neyarmg raocpem oceirtnsu su zian to.
22. Asme had teh oyu enos.
23. Dna rokw eowrhkom. To we uodwl hothug neve eevrn ualyctal we ew ogign up aids ogeelcl eednd. A ure’yo lerweej ktrca ot on cbemoe.
42. Tec e’iv mnliigs bosb edr,fsni ncihatgw ylmtso tra,ufmua rugre,bs nbee. Edn lyrael inilgk deicsome dulta you pu.
52. Wno eginb is ocol ***. Etraulshei ky2 dan oasl.
62. Ngir 3 nda ,resa neos a bhot pcgrseini no irgn, nbtotu aer llybe a. Bchun avhe aols fo uoy a tsootat.
27. Eosn tstadin.
28. Akreubp yneieiftdl my.
92. Own ,muhc sti’ awy maelbneaga tno sa ermo. Natkig imcaeoidnt it tsal yra!e pdpesot ew rof.
013/3. Rmoanye eepopl did od’nt tmee eoms e,sy ni ttccona ubt peke cloo ew we. Omfr a that wicet folwlo tlo uyo fo oyu gteanwi tenw to aosl dan peleop. Usyg klta yuo cscoiolnlaya.
32. I at tow htta tog abkna rpsai rhttfi. Thme i reaw redyvaye. Ot otleh mteh hte adn tohb tge eadm hemt thwi auyltacl rwee og eflt yuo respno beihdn a ta cakb uoy. Tosl ohutghr ot nda okol ehtso teh rfo i ruoh rof gnairers an udnof itweda the.
33. Uogthht taoub v’etanh tey ti i. I eoms hntik haev ot meit.
34. Lliw i ):.
35. O!n 4. Lecoleg fa!r!! so 0 ni gpa.
36. I od. Llsit ubt teg we gtue,gslr to wno rnehtiegvy is ,teehr etmi nda it retbet otko nglo a.
37. Emiemosst. Uhohtg is’t aysullu onw fnei. Erah ti fi baotu it alietd in ynol yllera erhtsbo me i.
38. M,eerbemr tub kinth a yuo ubtoa lto i nd’dit i.
39. I ot dan tenw i hyrpeat eodwkr.
04. Rbtete! uoy tmie it ubt oduanr shit ew tdire a we ddi ekil enst hte teg illtte oag esinc was nyhanigt but smeesd 4 tlas yrsae.
Enbe uoy odyat ppayh uvow’dle us elvo ese ot uyo oot! i. Adme omes nhigst tebret dsa lerlvoa tbu ngido eyu’ro ulw’voed ayw you. Moec of vyueo’ ouy dan ohw uropd far.
Ufutre irbat -.

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