A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Ngaai 2024 ueonlaufytnrt si gnaai saw he celtdee :( tub ni saw eapmeidhc eerpidnst.
2. Mi’ elgifen lmug today. Gnianagm ruhgo heva shngit bnee eben eewv’ utb. Orkbe up tlas i hgnti nfdrboyei htiw my. Aeelv thear gialteirbn enpaph it asem eflse getotn hiavng hatt ti’s moeeosn utb engaibrk at to to and kwon eendde to ietm so lwle ueyov’ the lelray. Dna ,yobd rmfo adn to his on cnsdieta i iarh, i aevh igeflen wno amrk yeerv isotnome riewd t’si ot yslemf hsi os ht,ta vreey how dod he an owkn aertcs.
3. Ts’i ,sey yaser mtsola 4 !eheti!r nebe btu scien.
4. Tog lteitl now ddlelu betret but rfo a it nwod bti ist’. Treetb gtneot rejeslwaeosyc/ceirs hsa uhoght.
5. Sye!.
6. Sti’ rea sllit but i kthni hitw treebt eb ’yudo das ntegto ew diattns woh. Ayneomr ee’rw toccnat tno on toguhh.
7. We eivl !uto own tgo rinaaliocf ew ni.
8. Y,ama ym bffs rae la,ldsa aemrb adn.
9. Nito nad tog otw smoe tsinituoassphi sesirou ew pslistrnheiao. Over eno reasy teh stom ceertn rfo 2 tesadl.
10. :p on.
11. Dna lnchelayom mlgoyo. Tadyo o’veuy veelars cdeir metis.
21. I arseqrut dan i heret hkint ”7’5 wghei 52111-1 adn.
31. Okwr ew odm yes! onw ta zapiz. Enbe ffdreoe u hnomts ertfa nda n!eo have 6 otg thaeonr yntceler pmrtoode.
41. Ayreomn rwnob leyral ew nad enreg, oyelwl ielk d’ton.
1561/. Sa beabsi gopur esy oratehn slilt rehe! aer wlel merebm ot my teh dddae eew’v. Dolve wekn rhe if you jnuo lw’ouvde uyo.
71. Tea pbaoylrb ewrta or.
18. Vmoed nda nfesrdi ot we ongl meso myaa ctsku have ehnw onruad emrba eth rof utb urn deam laci we.
19. Henoip nda eth bnerok ti aotub i si eerncs rop teh ubtoa aveh ptertocor nylo an hting ’shatt 16.
02. Dmae eikl seary lasetd ti tow iewrd ti for nad yeeorven. Nnetotaiirc sdmsei iwhs cumh so oalsci tuo on nhadt’ i lietdynfei.
12. Reeht ew att/procnoocoirnbiaent hsote bnadne venta’h ahumn lycklui lot otuba ni stgihr a live been tujs ni tisgnh rleaegn tsirhg eehrw has iacaornifl dna utb of idcruoses yeth. Htoer pceramo to iceontrus argyemn us aniz.
22. Het ones oyu hda meas.
23. Nad kohrmeow rkwo. Dedne ew hhtguo gonig oclegle we uwdlo enerv ctuyalal up even we ot isad. Erouy’ ktacr on ot a wlejeer mceeob.
24. Wiagctnh sndeif,r ebne i’ve rfutua,ma tec sbob igsmnil gs,rberu tlsomy. Pu smidecoe yraell dtual dne gliikn ouy.
52. Oolc own *** si ingbe. Soal selehiruat nad 2yk.
62. Nutotb girn nseo era igiscrepn on a 3 aser, a nda nr,ig htbo llybe. Uoy of a nbcuh heva asottot laos.
27. Stndita neos.
28. Dinteileyf ekuabrp my.
29. ’its ont onw wya as cuhm, neegmabala roem. Tlas rfo ti we toeppds gntaik dctiemoina arey!.
/3301. We cloo ni keep omeyarn smeo but totcnac se,y we meet dnot’ leeopp idd. Fo netw niwagte laos tath you eicwt leeppo tol a ofmr lowofl you adn ot. Ysug kalt oyu lianlsoaoccy.
32. Aakbn wto that apris ihtrft ta i got. Wear i etmh yyevarde. Ot teolh at yuo aedm gte a eth etmh altlyauc eewr tihw uoy mteh serpno left tohb og nad ibenhd cbak. Otseh tlso eht an oklo iweadt hutorhg hour fduno the nagsrrie to fro for nad i.
33. Ti gotuthh an’hevt uotba i yet. Ot i aehv nhtik eosm temi.
43. ): i liwl.
53. O!n 4. Gap 0 ni a!rf!! egclloe so.
36. I do. Utb lsg,getru ew is etmi dan to llsit nytgierevh ngol it ootk ehet,r a egt ebtetr own.
37. Mimotsese. Ti’s fnie onw yuuasll ghuoth. Ni em it onyl etrsbho if it ehra aiedtl i uoabt arlely.
83. Ouy btu a intd’d btuao i rm,eeebmr i lot khitn.
39. Tewn i ot kdowre hryapte i and.
04. Ngthnaiy we btu did alst rsaye a btu ntes niesc oyu rdtie we it time swa sedmes oga het shit nduaor eikl ittlle egt rte!bte 4.
Bnee to!o yatdo apyhp vleo see i ot uyo you su ldo’vewu. Way amed y’oreu smeo ebttre rlavloe tub wd’louve odnig ouy dsa nishgt. Ocme ouy far fo ’oeuyv nad hwo dpour.
- itbra rftuue.

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