A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

He niaga si (: 2402 utb ni onnuultyeartf eahcemdpi was pedensrit anaig delcete swa.
2. Aotyd ’im lumg gneelfi. Nshgit nbee ngaginma hurog ee’wv hvea but enbe. Korbe tlas my i up hiwt oifdrbeyn nithg. Seefl ’sti to aelev ahgniv ttah okwn at nda epanph ti yuvoe’ niaerbgk soemoen etmi lwel the thera so aesm relaly ot dendee btu togtne to rnaieitglb. Won yb,do eh vahe catrse owh na owkn sih ahr,i fmlsye ddo i seindcat nligfee i nad to makr on to ’tis os yreev ttha, mfor iotnesom nda ereyv edirw ish.
3. Ebne e,ys smoatl i!rh!eet isenc reyas ubt t’si 4.
4. For onw sit’ ti a odwn btu ietltl retteb ibt edludl gto. Sah ejsce/wasyeeclsirro better hughto otngte.
5. !yes.
6. ’oydu tnsadit ubt hwti i asd woh t’si ltisl are tonget hiknt be erbtet ew. Eewr’ ghtuho nto notacct nyoamre no.
7. Won ogt liev ew ni olcanfirai t!uo we.
8. Ym ma,ay rbmea rae nad sdla,la sbff.
9. Dan onit iihonstlaeprs we two tosaispntiishu gto moes ueirsso. Reays dsealt oen 2 for tsom oerv enretc hte.
01. On p:.
11. Myohlnlcea nad oomgly. Vy’oeu cedir itsme today svleear.
21. Adn dan hiknt i 5-12111 5”7’ hewgi tsrraeuq i erteh.
31. At s!ye izazp now we odm okwr. !eno roteodpm got enrtlecy and aveh been othnaer htmnos 6 u terfa fdrofee.
14. We wbnro nrymaoe ndto’ nda elylra lolyew n,eerg leik.
6/511. Added entraoh eth to sey emermb isabeb as e’ewv ym r!eeh tlisl lewl ear rpguo. Wkne volde uw’oldev fi noju you uyo reh.
71. Ro trewa rbyopabl aet.
81. Teh edmvo goln ofr evha amrbe unr cial uktsc undroa and we ot ubt we friedns deam when ayma meso.
19. I teh erkonb is dan ’thsat ihepon ihgtn it na tobau ehva potrreoct lyon bauot 61 the rsnece rpo.
20. Adn estdal aerys ewird adme fro ti two klie ti eronevey. Lsicoa i nyditfieel uot tad’nh cumh eimssd on ttecnirioan wsih os.
12. In nedbna ereht hsote ew hrtgis evli thgirs bnee but rpaociceniratn/toonbto amuhn odciurses hatn’ve about olt dna hgtins grlneea fo sah ni ncfaailori klcuiyl tjus rheew a ethy. Su inaz crstounie ot rehto ceaormp rnyagme.
22. Eth sneo aesm yuo hda.
32. Rmoohwke rwko and. Dwlou to endde lyaculat ew sida we we up even geolcel hghtou going eervn. Rlewjee a ot ractk cembeo on eyour’.
24. Vei’ cte yltmso tumaf,rua ebne ,rrsbgue ncwtgaih ignislm bobs f,siernd. Dne uyo dtalu lingik eimdscoe aeryll pu.
25. Enibg looc *** won is. Lrsahteeiu dan olsa 2ky.
62. A nda nsoe era aesr, no girn a 3 boht gsrncpiei yellb tnobut g,rni. You oattsot ehva laso of a nubch.
27. Dnittsa noes.
82. Ym praukbe eyidentilf.
92. Sa tno meor ywa umch, is’t nwo abmgnaelae. Yra!e it ltsa giktan ew osdptep orf iaedomntci.
/0313. Looc we ew cctonta ni nd’ot leopep but keep e,sy mrneyoa omes teem ddi. Fo oyu tcewi mofr dna tenw losa oplpee ingwate folowl htta a to lot uoy. Isycolcnaoal oyu katl yusg.
32. I psiar aaknb ftriht two ta tog ahtt. Dreavyey waer mthe i. A thme othb dniebh go ftel get eadm acayllut ta bcak prsnoe to eerw teh adn ihwt uoy hetm htole uyo. Fro teh stlo duonf kolo hoset uthrgho i wdiate na to eth dan ofr agirrnes rhuo.
33. Ti en’hatv htugoth i atbuo ety. Oems htkin ot tmei evah i.
43. :) wlil i.
53. 4 !on. !afr!! 0 eeollgc ni os apg.
63. Od i. Iltsl koot dan temi olgn ew ehter, tbu is vnhtrieyge ot eu,grgtls a it nwo teg etbret.
37. Seesmitom. T’si now tuhohg nfie uuylsla. I lyon areh eralyl aoutb if it ni rhsteob etdali ti em.
83. Reemmerb, oabtu i tol n’tidd ubt a i oyu nkhit.
93. Kwdoer arhpeyt and i entw ot i.
04. Did tesn little was orandu rteeb!t 4 treid the yares klie encsi but a nantihyg imet smeesd aog you slta it siht utb tge we ew.
Elvo uyo ot oot! ayhpp uovewld’ oyatd uyo i see eben us. Awy hsgnit sad edma meos dwelo’uv uyo eettbr ’ryoue utb orlealv ognid. Ruodp you afr eu’voy of meco dan how.
Biatr etfruu -.

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