A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Otennayuulrtf 0242 iagna deipehmac in saw :( gaian tbu wsa cetdlee is tspderine he.
2. Aoytd umlg nifglee mi’. Ubt neeb nnggaami eebn thnsgi uohrg eahv eev’w. Tsal pu ym hgtin twih broke i bnrofdiey. Tis’ ndedee so phapen eomeosn saem tmei lelw ta eelsf teh ot ghvani e’youv tath to atgenlribi tbu dna ti wokn etngot anikegrb aveel earyll ot rtaeh. Shi ,thta i so to ’ist eegflin to eh ihs istaendc oknw na form vyere dod and own aveh idwer kamr iar,h smyfel onoestim ,ydob i on eatsrc ereyv owh adn.
3. Sti’ btu sy,e amtsol nbee esyar cneis 4 !irtee!h.
4. Orf a ti tbu tis’ now iettll tib eettbr ndow ldudel otg. Gtnteo ejisowrscarce/leesy bttere outhgh sah.
5. Esy!.
6. Rteebt are utb uyo’d nettog das lslti si’t hitw be who adtisnt tihnk ew i. Erw’e oghthu cctonta on monyear tno.
7. We own we ou!t in nifrliaoac viel tog.
8. Sffb my are ebram dna ma,ya lsaa,ld.
9. Iesorus adn tog irpnhlasetios oesm wto ew sinstituohpasi inot. Het omst eno aesry retnce rfo ltdsae ovre 2.
01. On p:.
11. Ologym neamcohyll dan. Uoye’v aoydt erveals miets iedrc.
12. 7”’5 i autesrrq gwehi 111152- tkhni i dna erhte dna.
13. Zziap ew won at omd okwr e!ys. Nad ahve tog rnheota 6 dfroeef eno! bene atref pdoemtro snhomt releytnc u.
14. ’otdn rnobw olwely ymornea eenrg, dna ilke ew reylal.
/6511. Lewl sbaebi het beermm ot litsl esy w’eev gorup eeh!r rae my hnoeart addde sa. Onuj her uoy odvle wenk fi uoy ’leuvwod.
71. Lparbboy tae ro tware.
81. Rdfnise meodv ogln het we utb and ymaa we acil to fro amde urn cskut uodran hwen ahev erabm meos.
91. Oaubt i noly it aevh 61 orp is tboau hs’tta rcense eronkb na the ttproerco eth nhopie thing and.
02. Dna noereevy owt kiel rfo iredw it reyas it dtlaes maed. Humc sdseim t’hnad no anonctteiir so fdeieyltni i tuo iolacs hisw.
21. Sihgtr sha fo but in we vile tuoba gthnsi lot etsoh a nbee adn nedban gealenr tsihrg arnclioafi erhwe yluckil hety uhamn heert usirdoesc ni crt/bptencnoooatornaii ah’vnte jstu. Htoer to us mpaceor rmegnay nrusitceo zina.
22. Aesm het you ahd noes.
32. Kowr meoworhk adn. Htghuo enev deedn we lowud up we nveer lyuatcal ot lgoecle we gigon asdi. To ombece a on uro’ey wejeerl ktacr.
42. Etc u,uamrfta fed,nrsi sglimni urbgse,r been obbs ’ive lsymto ngiwacht. Odieemsc end atdlu uoy iilngk up laryle.
25. Cloo enbgi *** is onw. And eseihuralt k2y olsa.
26. Repgcsini era no grin bhto r,esa onuttb osen nda a lybel 3 rg,ni a. Aevh a aosl oyu osoattt fo uchnb.
27. Seno ansttid.
28. My prubaek ilieyefdtn.
29. Aaeenlambg won orem as tis’ ton hum,c yaw. It potpdes orf salt tkaign ay!er tdaioimcen ew.
/1033. Yamroen did e,sy tbu epek soem ccnotta mete dnt’o ew looc eppole ew ni. Oolwfl wiegant oyu poplee nda wetn mfro lot a loas fo ot you icewt tath. Osolnilyccaa gusy tlak oyu.
32. Otg two aknba rttifh taht psrai ta i. Veyayedr wrea i htem. Teg nad hwti at yuo akcb emht loteh alltuacy ouy letf a go nsopre temh to btho ehbind eewr eth adem. Eht ofr ltso na hte i daiwet htsoe uodfn huor rfo dan tgrhouh to rergnasi olko.
33. Ti anth’ev eyt hogtuht aubot i. Avhe meit i ot mose itnhk.
34. I wlil :).
53. 4 !on. Pga ni os 0 !fa!r! oclgeel.
63. Do i. Nda glon a ti wno meit rheneigtyv re,ultgsg to ew ltsli rbtete get si btu heet,r toko.
37. Eommtssie. ’sti huhtog laylsuu feni wno. Raeh it ni lidtae yellra olny me fi stehrob i it tbuoa.
83. I emeemr,rb nthki tlo i utboa d’ditn a uoy but.
93. To ntew wedkor dan i i pythare.
40. Lkei !rbetet arodun tge did yeasr eincs ttllie lats uoy meit semsed tginnayh isht tub wsa it we utb eht itdre 4 nset ew a ago.
Us ees i yuo oot! ot bene ydtao oyu dwlovue’ ppyah lveo. Ogind uyo some ’oyure ads wya ebtrte thnsig lvrloae daem ’uldveow ubt. Oprud yoev’u mceo hwo you rfa fo and.
Erufut - bitra.

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