A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Tnuayteflnuor si utb asw asw ni he ainga nagai :( cdeeelt 2204 mhipaceed psneetdir.
2. ’mi eiglefn umgl ytado. Eneb ihsgtn vewe’ btu nbee mgaganin vhea rohgu. Alst dyiobfner ym gitnh broke pu iwth i. Evael ot tmei ot hppean ebairitngl ndeede utb wkon esonoem to ottgen it hagnvi so atht bgaekrin adn elayrl it’s at rtaeh uoey’v wlle aesm het elsef. To erevy asrcet an so mrak soitnemo atth, no hsi kwno nwo adn eelgfin melyfs aveh how rewid ddo eh nda frmo eyrev cdestina s’it i ish ot ,boyd i ,aihr.
3. Rayse eben oamslt ’sit utb s,ey hie!er!t nesic 4.
4. Ttrebe rof eittll t’is won btu it tib a onwd otg ldldeu. Ijcsess/rylecreeawo etntog guhtoh has rbteet.
5. Sey!.
6. Sti’ we hwti i ’uoyd tiatdns eb gtoten sda utb era ltils rbette knhti hwo. Moyrena thhgou not ’rwee no tatncco.
7. We we uot! ievl in tog nwo anlirofcia.
8. Rea sadall, nda amay, brmea ffsb ym.
9. Lsorihpisetna ouesisr smeo ew otg dna noiststhipaisu otw ntio. Tosm ersya teh 2 lestad for rveo neo reenct.
01. On p:.
11. Moyogl and nlaychomle. Oyadt ovuy’e eralesv tmsie edcri.
21. Nda i hiweg 7”5’ tsaqreru three nda i 11112-5 ktnih.
31. Wno sy!e rowk we azizp ta mod. Hertoan oormdetp ogt ohmsnt nbee 6 u eartf dna ceetlnyr fedfero vhea eno!.
14. Klie eyllwo e,ergn tdon’ dan erllya ew roenyam nwobr.
1/165. Hte mrbeme sa rnaehto sltil pgoru are !eher daedd bebias elwl ym ewve’ to sye. Hre ujon o’wuedlv yuo ouy if dveol eknw.
17. Aplrybob eat terwa ro.
81. Ubt acli the we amay utkcs ew orf eavh to when ogln brmea eovmd nefsrdi roadnu deam dan nur omse.
19. Eth 61 aehv rpo ottpoercr adn atubo htgni si it the lyno an about bronke satht’ hienpo cneser i.
02. Rof maed it yraes adn oerenyev iewrd wto ti klei tdslae. Uot on cmhu ihws sloiac hda’tn semsid nediitfeyl rtaoicentin i os.
21. In tbu ahs dan ouatb we enbe a nhaum hyet a’evnth ievl ohste esorcsuid laneegr aenndb of jtsu cniifalaro hweer lto yliculk thigsn itsrgh ni hrsitg hetre caooicniatnoopneb/ttrr. Aprmceo znia us nioucrtse otreh ot ganermy.
22. Hte onse dha uyo aems.
32. Rekmohwo dan rwko. Dnede eenvr ew pu tlalcuya noigg ew we htgohu eeclglo ot enve lowud sida. Mceeob a jerlwee uryoe’ on tarck to.
42. Tec ’iev ,fdesrin obbs mlinsgi umt,furaa enbe oslytm sgu,berr ahnigwct. Oyu pu ned ikginl icdmeeos ualtd rlyela.
52. Wno *** si bgeni looc. Dna loas hltiraeesu yk2.
62. Unttob bylle ,aesr no adn 3 oens btho ng,ri ring iesnpricg a a era. Sottota nubch a aosl heva fo oyu.
27. Oesn iatsntd.
28. My abepukr dleityinfe.
29. Uhm,c own t’si sa ayw anlbmaaege emor nto. Dtaicenoim ofr agtnki oepdtsp satl !ryae ew it.
0/313. Anoymer eoms ys,e ew lcoo atotcnc on’td ni did emte ew opeple epke tbu. Ciwte a ot oleepp fo laos rmfo adn tlo gwteain atth wlolfo nwet ouy uoy. Oyu tkla asconalliyco yugs.
32. Psari nabka i got ahtt at two tfrith. Mhte eraw i dayyeevr. Thme yaulatlc proens tohb eloht ltef erew eht kcba mead wtih ehdinb og uyo get emht ta a and uyo ot. Nragries hrou hougrth ediwat dna tslo ot for eosht na i oklo for eth the nfoud.
33. I bauto it utgohth enva’ht yet. Ot veah eimt i htnki soem.
34. I will :).
35. No! 4. 0 eegolcl os gpa ni r!!af!.
63. I od. A si slitl the,er lngo nda tbu koto u,rlseggt we ot etg ebtrte it evyteginhr now meit.
37. Meoitsmse. Wno ienf ylluuas utghho st’i. Yrlael oubat olyn fi it ethsrob em rhea i in idtlae it.
83. I tboua inhtk reemrb,me lto uoy a but i tid’dn.
39. Prayeth twne redkwo i and to i.
40. We drtie eitm ti eth a yarse tge ew ddi rtbe!et iecns tsih ubt kile tbu uoy alst yintaghn llitet stne oga wsa andruo dsesme 4.
To us tdayo oelv i ouy o!ot yapph ued’vwlo eben uoy ese. You elvaolr das maed w’oulved osme etrbte utb sthnig ru’eyo way gdnoi. Oudrp ocem v’eyou of owh nad uyo fra.
Iatrb reutuf -.

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