A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Onuettanfyrlu decehpmia nagai igaan aws rdnipsete swa eh si in (: utb 0242 teeldce.
2. Efeglin mi’ umlg ytoad. V’wee ghitns bene nbee oghur ganngiam aevh ubt. Hiwt tasl reokb gnhti i dnbiyoerf my pu. Smae si’t teh eibrlgntia rthea os it yeouv’ ahtt nad toentg eneded ownk tbu ebknigra lewl at nosomee eslef aelev to yllare ot to mtei inhagv ahpepn. So nkwo no dod kmra omrf now yerve yobd, efilgne vhae eryev tceasr i oetnioms ’sit hria, hsi ot sih who to adn seatndci meslyf wderi nad ta,ht he i an.
3. 4 ubt osmtla e,ys ebne ncies sayre i’st ithr!!ee.
4. Dudell tub bti otg won ltltie ti ’tis wdno orf a ettreb. Ttbeer gthhou siare/swrcjleoeyces sha tnegot.
5. E!ys.
6. Tub are who whit btteer eb dsntita otetgn litsl ’uoyd i ’sit thnki das ew. Hhtugo on e’ewr oemnary tonccat otn.
7. !uto lfiaincora gto won ew in veil we.
8. Maya, sd,lala maber my rae sffb and.
9. Tgo ew wto riphsotsaelni oint eosm ursiose nda soahsittnsiupi. Atedls arsey 2 roev omts netrce teh rfo eno.
01. On :p.
11. Gmyloo dan ymlncehalo. Smeti icder lreasev uevoy’ dyoat.
21. 121151- hewgi tnhik rsruteqa i 7”’5 hrete adn i dan.
13. Now ew orkw pziaz ta odm sey!. Lctrynee u have tranhoe nda otg tmsohn 6 eben edrfofe eo!n arfet omrdteop.
14. Eyrall dna eikl no’td nowbr reneg, loweyl we nroeaym.
/1156. Htaoenr wvee’ saeibb ddaed ym rhe!e teh mbmeer well as prgou yse ot are lilts. Lvdeo ehr ouy oyu nujo louvew’d fi nekw.
71. Ro eta eatwr baroyblp.
18. Aamy aebmr teh enhw utb adme nduaro eavh ktcus ogln doevm rfo nda rnu to ew we fisrend meos lica.
19. 61 ehav eercns toteprcro hte sahtt’ i oautb lnoy koernb is ti na tbuao opr nad het gihnt eihnop.
02. Dan it atedsl diwer two aseyr keli fro mdea ti ynrevoee. Tiartiocnne tnd’ah ismsde wish uto mhuc os no teeiydlifn iolcsa i.
21. Ngerael ew neeb killcuy adn ereht tha’evn rhitsg btuao trtbiccat/apoornioenno ubt a ni eyht olt in sah thgins juts liev of essircoud bnnaed nhuma lnrfiioaac ewreh eosht tisrhg. Nagmyre tocuirsen ohrte su orempac niaz to.
22. Osen ouy het smae dha.
32. Ermwohko and owkr. Ohghtu veen isad pu nigog we we lodwu yalultac to ew eellocg renve ndede. On a eoebcm aktcr werejle e’uoyr to.
42. ’ive sbbo rafmu,atu tcigawnh inimlgs ber,surg yltmso drenifs, neeb tce. Smoeidec eylrla pu niilkg you uldat edn.
25. Inbeg is won looc ***. K2y losa erihtalsue nad.
26. 3 tbho a,ser a ttbuno nad a gnr,i no yblel rea enrisgpci nigr seon. A oottats osal evah yuo of bhucn.
72. Inatdst osen.
28. Iytineedfl ym brepauk.
92. Oemr sa way not h,cmu galanbaeme won is’t. Ew ietdnaimco itkgna ye!ra it tlas fro ptspdeo.
313/0. Epeolp tub we did meet ’ondt ctcnota ni kepe oloc aemnyro esom ew se,y. Atht olt dna wtignea ppoeel fo alos rmfo owlflo wten uyo icewt a you to. Onlaacoslicy klta ysug uoy.
23. At otw gto tath fthtri i apisr aaknb. Awre i ethm ryveeyad. Ot eftl ta talcalyu go yuo whit erew and tge a dema ouy prneso hbeind hmet kbac eth ethm othb lheto. Rof kool aeidtw huro eth duofn tsohe to na aesinrrg i for otsl the uhhtrgo nad.
33. Goutthh ti uoatb yet ’teavnh i. Ot smeo haev nkiht i itme.
34. I :) lilw.
35. !on 4. Oceglel gpa !rfa!! so ni 0.
36. I od. Now lteuggrs, utb a eettbr we ookt teg si to nad h,rete meti geretnhyiv iltsl ti glon.
37. Sestomeim. Yuuslla st’i won uhtohg fein. In ethsbro ldtiea olny aobtu ahre ti it fi i me allyre.
83. Tikhn i ebrmemr,e a btu dtdi’n yuo i btoua olt.
39. Kwdeor dna i enwt i aypthre ot.
40. Did hist oag slat we utb it encsi mtie saw yaser a uyo but orndua emdses ew etg re!btet nthyiagn tllite 4 estn eth klie eitrd.
Aoytd nbee to uoy ees levo aphpy t!oo uvwoel’d us uyo i. Lu’owdev sda emad thgisn gdoni ’yeoru wya brtete aovelrl msoe uyo ubt. Of ohw nda arf pdrou uoy ceom u’yove.
- eufurt btrai.

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