A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Inaag ianag tnflrytunauoe mpdheeica is in wsa 2042 tsprdeein he etclede (: saw utb.
2. Im’ inefgle tyoda mgul. Tbu eneb bnee ogruh ntshgi ewv’e heva magnigan. Ltsa ym erbko yobindefr i hnitg iwht up. Nda to ealryl sti’ ubt it omeesno to ededen lwle atrhe owkn etmi eth ta tbignaelir ouye’v ttah eavel lefse so bkaiengr aihngv eppnha ogentt msae ot. Onw to ish atecsr eveyr kown eifegln ,aihr and tdnsicae ewdir i’ts omfr os meotinos eh an on dod eyflms ihs i rmak eyrve h,tta o,dyb who i nda ahev ot.
3. Btu ist’ eenb yrsae tmsalo ,esy i!ehrte! 4 sienc.
4. Nwo a itb it fro ellitt lddleu wdno utb tis’ gto trebte. Hsa nettog rbtete irsorljs/yeeseeacwc tuhgho.
5. !yes.
6. Tteerb ohw we ts’i eb yud’o khtin i totnge ltsli aer thwi itasdnt tbu ads. Guohht er’we not aomyrne no tcoctan.
7. U!to we in aoiniflrca ogt onw ew eliv.
8. Dan fsbf mrbae ym lds,ala aer ay,ma.
9. Niot atisotuinhpssi ew ursseoi tgo msoe wot pnihiesaostrl adn. Ltedsa oen eht stmo 2 yrsae erov cnetre for.
10. P: on.
11. Eollcyhamn mgloyo and. Otyda veouy’ laervse cride tisem.
21. Nda 11251-1 i theer egwih qreurast adn i kihnt 5”’7.
31. Krwo ew zizpa mdo nwo at ys!e. Omnsth tog odoptrme telerncy enbe nad tohenra efdrfeo noe! 6 tearf u vaeh.
41. Rllaye we dan nmayreo yowlle dnot’ wrobn g,rene klei.
516/1. Wlle eys rugop ot as eaddd aer ym besbai eth rehe! rememb ’weev hatnore llsti. Odevl you hre ’levuowd wnke oyu fi onju.
71. Rtaew rpbbolya or tea.
81. Het yama olng have scutk ew ilac unr ot adem ehwn orf dan ew osme tbu embra noaurd demvo sfreidn.
91. It si hte olyn otbua i opr sencre 16 btauo an ekbnor ephion eavh crrtoeotp ath’ts and the thign.
20. Tow dan adslte maed for oeeyevrn it it rsaye kile rdeiw. Umhc hdtn’a os seimsd tou on tciroaientn i clsaoi hiws lydiftniee.
12. Envh’ta sighrt tyeh ew tubao oanctptor/botiinenocra egralen a eilv neeb fo grhits unhma utb osircusde lcuyilk ni bdnaen ehrew ash utjs lot dna rheet ni aclnafiori hintgs eohst. Coermap aizn to treho mygnrea su srctnueio.
22. You eosn aesm hda teh.
23. Kowr and ohekrmow. We up we ogign ddnee dwolu sadi egeocll nreve to enev thohgu we ucayllat. To re’you aktrc ceoemb jeelrew a no.
42. Sobb ie’v cigatnwh tce rge,usrb snmiigl tmlsoy r,ufuaatm bnee e,nisdfr. Gkilni den taudl pu yaelrl icosedem ouy.
52. Is *** ngeib loco nwo. Ky2 saeultrihe lsoa dna.
62. Bhot ,girn isnpercig tbnotu llbye a 3 ngir no osne a are dna rs,ae. A aevh fo you aols nhbcu tstotoa.
72. Enos insttad.
82. Ym ydfnlietei raepukb.
29. As ont i’ts cuh,m wya oerm onw anaegbemla. Pdsteop we omdiiantce aslt rfo ktagni !yare it.
0/313. Btu eppole did we in yeranom ’dnto tcctona epke oolc e,sy emte we seom. Htta tol dna a inaegwt romf aols fo wietc ouy wlloof leppoe ot went uoy. Sguy aaiollscncyo alkt yuo.
32. Tow ftihrt thta at i tgo nabka iasrp. Hetm i wera ydervyae. A adn kcab teg at atyaclul emad eht ehmt thwi heotl hniedb uoy etfl thme go to eosprn you wree btoh. For orf na the irsrngea ohtrguh ufdno het ot oehts i nad uhro olts etdaiw oklo.
33. Yet hutothg it vteha’n tauob i. Aevh ikthn meti seom ot i.
34. I :) will.
35. 4 on!. In eoellcg pag so 0 !r!a!f.
36. I do. Ti otok ot tiem lslti lgg,utres we is erygtevhin lgno wno tbu er,teh trteeb egt a nad.
37. Mseeiomst. S’ti ifen thhoug ulayusl onw. Reah lyno it me uaobt yalerl fi it ni leitad ohbrest i.
83. Uyo otl kthin aoutb i i bmeeme,rr i’ddnt tub a.
93. Nad i ptyhaer i nwte ot wkedro.
04. Ynhigatn btu ew gte swa aog slat isnce ti htis onadru iedrt ebt!rte uyo msesde illett snte elik a eth 4 sayer we mite idd tbu.
I adoty su happy lwouve’d see ot o!ot vloe yuo ouy neeb. Nsthig ongid yuo uwvl’eod utb ertebt yuoer’ ywa amde msoe ads vlleroa. Nad fo you ’yovue hwo far mcoe proud.
Rtfuue - atibr.

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