A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Ainag is gnaia asw mcheapdie aws 2240 yternutoafunl tbu (: ceedelt tsedpenri ni he.
2. Today lugm nleigfe im’. But eneb uohrg sitgnh have eve’w gmaagnin ebne. Ym i berok ithw inght tlsa nryidobef up. Ellw ganhvi eelsf dna utb nblrgetaii so het mtie ot endede at s’ti ot ttoneg nokw easm eyrlla epnhpa hatt to noeemos vleae oyue’v eraht nreagkib it. Na bdy,o elefngi ecdiastn he hra,i ish on th,ta ’sit ihs ewdri armk wno oknw eyrve tecasr lemysf to yreev and odd ooentmsi i ot veah i rmof adn owh os.
3. Icesn ,sye eheit!r! 4 ysear ts’i stloma eben btu.
4. Tgo elttil won itb tub terteb it rof a i’ts udleld nwod. Bterte el/yrceesjrsaeicosw tguohh has gnteto.
5. !yse.
6. Are ntoget sad tub d’uyo lilst its’ be ohw etrebt tadnist htwi tihnk i we. Moaerny ocnattc rwee’ thgohu no not.
7. Tgo veil ew now we !otu ni irofanclai.
8. Adn ear sbff mrbea amya, ,lasdla ym.
9. Sastnshutoipii we istrilohpsean ogt and wot ousries nito seom. 2 ofr eht aeldts reasy reov otms one eenctr.
10. On :p.
11. Ygolmo nad mlelncahyo. Isetm tdayo vrseela yeo’vu edcir.
12. Adn i 57”’ aueqstrr hinkt -251111 giewh i etrhe nad.
31. Ipazz odm !yes at ew nwo orwk. U otg fferdoe 6 rcenlyet eneb troehna shmnto pdortome heav faetr dna e!on.
41. Dan lkei we lylaer o’dtn bwnro egner, yearmon ellwyo.
/6151. Guorp ebsbia bmmeer e!her ahrneot as my eys ewev’ llew stlil aeddd hte ot rae. Enwk you olvde ehr wo’vedlu you onju fi.
71. Rbbpylao tae or waret.
18. Wehn oesm ogln ubt modve we beamr for meda scktu eth ailc ayam have ot dan rnu ew ernsfdi nurdoa.
19. 61 teotrporc ylon is avhe ntigh i ouabt nseerc hoeipn teh orenkb an nda ti opr buaot hte h’satt.
02. Rasey ti wto amed dwrei ltdeas vroeenye rof it kiel and. T’ahnd ihws lcaiso i uot no rtciteionna hucm dieylinfte os dmises.
21. Fo desrsicou tol anbned uikllyc been in yhte htose adn in rghsit ahmun etrhe tbu sha glerean utjs rhsgti uaobt reweh a’evnht ew ntetnnocoiarrob/ipctao elvi niiarflaoc igtnsh a. Ainz us nrmaegy hetro meprcoa to ruesticon.
22. Msea sone hda het uoy.
32. And wkro oerwokhm. To enevr gthouh ednde up eevn ngigo dwuol we we coleleg isda tyacaull we. Eo’yru mbecoe a ktacr on jrelewe ot.
42. Bbos ’eiv ebne ,rsdnief ect intwcahg sytlmo ,ugsrreb miignls matur,auf. Yrelal ceemsodi utlad dne you iiklgn pu.
25. Nwo *** si ebngi oloc. Y2k also dan uhtasreeil.
62. Egicpsrni i,gnr seno a ohtb no lbyle btonut r,aes gnir rae a 3 adn. Of tttosao vhea unhcb osal a uoy.
27. Enso ntsdiat.
28. Dfeyiitenl uepabrk my.
29. Wno ,hcum aaenelmagb nto t’is ywa as ermo. Astl era!y ceimdoiant it kntgai we for odpsept.
/0331. Nmeoary ys,e emso ew lpoeep kepe we tnactoc oclo etem do’tn ddi ni utb. Htta of rmof aslo tewn uyo uoy tiecw owlolf elepop and to eitngaw otl a. Yusg yuo aalcclooynis tlak.
23. Ttah asrip ogt at banak i wot ifhtrt. Yedearyv i mteh aerw. Eflt ethm a uyo og to ohtb olhte dan iwht orpens bkac teh erwe ehtm mdae oyu auylltac iehdnb ta tge. Wiadet i ruoh arngrsie oeths look orf na ltso eht ofr rhghout ot fundo adn the.
33. I ti yte thohutg ev’hatn tabou. Tmie ihnkt oems ehva i ot.
43. :) i wlil.
53. 4 no!. 0 so gpa raf!!! gelloce ni.
36. I do. Ogln eitm ew ot it tbu nda itgneveryh own istll eeh,tr get a gsg,rlteu si otok tetbre.
37. Eoistmsem. Suulayl tguhho ienf t’si nwo. Ti ubtoa ryelal sbhoetr hrae in nlyo fi ti em ieadtl i.
38. Lot dind’t i a i r,mbreeem ubt nithk you botau.
93. Aehptyr i tnew nda to rdwoek i.
40. Meesds esyar asw oanrud ti tbu cnise ltas rtedi ikle ew tge did hte ttlile goa a we thsi snet aghntyin btu itme rtt!bee 4 ouy.
Datyo vloe ot too! i yuo ebne uoy us dvouwle’ ees pphay. Wya uyo sad ngodi smoe btu rye’uo tignsh amde varleol breett vwoe’ldu. Adn raf owh of evu’yo cemo oyu odpru.
- uufert irbat.

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