A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Autnylofneurt igaan is asw 2240 tbu wsa pmiahdece dleetec eh tdenespir :( again ni.
2. Oaydt m’i ulmg nefigel. Naianmgg ewve’ ugroh vahe tub ebne nhsgti nbee. Thgin koreb ltas i ebyndofri wiht up my. Dna utb tsi’ eht so at to npahep emsa wlel ti oue’yv gnebirka hatt elribtngai ot eomeons trhea to sefle eeval tmie gnivah llreya ownk otengt endede. B,yod i karm rofm traces na eevry shi iah,r yelsmf wkno hsi i ht,at eh os ot i’st to won hwo ahev no eeniglf and endcatsi ryvee nad rdiwe meintoos ddo.
3. ,yse stmoal ’sti tub asery 4 enbe t!!eehri niecs.
4. It tbi tog tub dledul teiltl ’its rteetb ndow a fro won. Onettg rbteet yrlssrjecaoe/weices ugothh has.
5. Ys!e.
6. Sda etbrte we twhi y’duo tidsatn i ntikh st’i lslit ottgne tbu era eb who. On rew’e aenorym ncattoc tno huogth.
7. Gto inaolrfaci we veil uto! in we onw.
8. Dan daal,ls ebmar ym amay, bffs are.
9. Tow we sitshupsiotani iton nda sosihiretnlpa oesm tog suresio. Rof neectr ervo 2 eon eht sraye tosm latdse.
01. :p on.
11. Adn ygomol ychaellmon. Iesmt crdei v’eouy vesrale atoyd.
12. I eiwgh ktinh surarqte dan 5”’7 eethr adn 111-125 i.
13. Y!se odm orkw onw ew pazzi ta. Ogt eneb yneerclt retaf hreonta feoefrd 6 adn noe! otpmorde veha u snothm.
14. Like e,nrge tn’do llyoew ew dna oarenmy bronw really.
/5161. Ebsbia ew’ev ot daded pogur the rmembe rae oatnrhe esy as lewl sltli eer!h my. Kewn oyu voedl reh udwvoe’l yuo ounj if.
71. Or abobylrp trewa tae.
18. Dsienfr to ew maay ew for daurno emovd cskut mose adn ahve logn mebra cila maed tbu newh hte nru.
91. Auotb ernobk na eth 16 tuaob dna opr si eavh i htign yonl orprctoet oeniph it het snerec tas’ht.
02. Edam diwre lkie rsyae dlesta ti for otw veeeyonr ti and. Iydetilnef ntitarnieoc laiocs uchm hisw n’htad i os on simsed otu.
21. Lot rehwe in sjut utb cseirosdu been a and ni htnigs etohs levi sihtgr alnegre ilckluy ritghs has oaico/ntrbncptrtieanoo enndab ve’ahtn uoabt afclnraoii teerh fo human ew they. Reopcma to oreth su znai nmeyrag erotcusin.
22. You teh dha eams osne.
32. Okwr hwmkroeo dan. Ohthug uylatlac vnee up ew to gcoeell ew nggoi endde lowdu enver asdi ew. Ktacr ot mbeoec no a rjlewee yeruo’.
42. R,sedifn tce bene ive’ lnmsgii sbbo mtr,uafau rub,gsre gtaicwhn myotls. Ryalel dne dcomesie uyo udtal ilnkig up.
52. Nwo is *** cloo ginbe. Dan ky2 oals tserlheuai.
26. Soen 3 r,nig nda ar,es ohbt no cipesirng eblly otuntb a rea ring a. A alos of uyo ehav atsotto hunbc.
72. Ones nasttid.
28. Etneldfiiy ym akrebpu.
92. Rmoe as onw ’sti anaeelabgm wya tno hm,uc. Tepdops ofr we aye!r tkiagn tecdiimona ti satl.
30/13. We msoe mete oocl idd btu tccotan ni reoaymn peloep e,ys epke ew ot’nd. Yuo oyu olt twne tneiwga eopepl of morf a to wciet aslo atth owlofl and. Ccaoolaylsin tlak yusg uyo.
23. I thrtif nkbaa ta ogt irspa tath otw. I dyayvere rewa ehtm. Oyu dna go hleot a teg twhi bcka eewr ctuaalyl eth to ftle emth uyo sernop mdae emth tohb at nidheb. Lkoo uodfn diweat uohr i dna het lsot orf eht ot toughhr fro narisger na shoet.
33. Uhttogh ti eyt taoub i ’ntaevh. Khnti tiem ot moes i vhae.
43. :) will i.
53. 4 !on. 0 so gap cgelole r!!a!f ni.
36. I do. Reebtt rtehe, nad rtghyeievn ew ot a ootk temi si lilts utb tue,lrgsg nolg wno ti teg.
37. Mesoitmse. Touhgh inef ’tis yusaull own. Ti oyln hrea shrbeto ti ni em baotu i elyarl leatdi fi.
38. I’ddtn but ,emrermbe i a i ikhnt tol buaot oyu.
39. Ot i tnwe eokwdr i hptayer dna.
04. Dessem we ti iecsn utb tmie tirde nste a idd oyu klie eth ubt swa we eyrsa llteti hist yhtannig 4 etrb!et etg tals aodrnu gao.
Bene you us olve ot see to!o uyo dyoat lwu’devo papyh i. Uoy arveoll tub edma uoery’ vdoue’lw way sgniht ettreb smoe sad dnogi. Fo yuo porud mceo raf ’euvyo how nad.
Tbria fetruu -.

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