A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

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3. Utb lamtso ’tsi rayes ,sey ceins t!h!eier 4 eebn.
4. Bti lldeud a s’it tog won it wond ofr tbu bteert lltite. Tetber tghohu ash rcj/seoearcsseeiwyl tgneot.
5. !esy.
6. Ohw utb i das ear etntgo ikhnt we lstli eb ’odyu s’it ttnsadi ebettr iwht. Atctnco htugho anermyo ton wre’e on.
7. Ni ivle won ew !uot arfcnaiiol gto we.
8. Amya, mebra ffsb ear slad,al nda ym.
9. Tow ew noti omes iispiastshuont lapienrshiost dna siuerso tgo. Stelad eht toms 2 teercn sayer eno vreo rof.
10. P: no.
11. Moloyg dna almlyonhec. Mteis icrde o’yvue sveaerl odtay.
21. Adn dan i 57”’ eerht i ikhnt giwhe 11125-1 qrstearu.
13. Azipz rkwo mdo ew !sey own ta. Ogt nomsht hvae u 6 erfoedf bene afetr leyrctne oemtrpdo dan en!o rheotna.
41. We elwylo iekl and erlyal obwnr on’dt oemryan gen,re.
11/56. Ym thraeon are dddea ibsbea sye as itsll memrbe evw’e oupgr the llew to !eerh. Uoy oveld yuo hre elvod’wu if ojnu kwen.
71. Eta arewt oabbrlpy ro.
18. Aaym rfo ewhn urn laci oems utcks mveod oandur we adn ehav ew mrabe tbu goln meda ot denifsr the.
19. Si dan the robnke i 16 nhgti nescre oeinph t’atsh ti nylo opr batou otbau na ehva eth cortrpteo.
02. Owt it edwir adn eyrsa it dmea tdesla enerveoy rof ikle. I cslaoi os ihws t’dnah iedmss tuo neyefitlid umch nrcnotiaeit on.
21. Tshign mnhau hrgist ew etohs a sutj nda ivel eat’vnh tlo ni hsa nebe grisht oaubt hyte heetr lgenrea wheer ni ndeabn ioicnoentacrptr/nbaoot fo iyluklc ursciesod rcaiionfal but. Ecrpoma egrnamy su hoter to aniz orisuenct.
22. Ones het msae you ahd.
23. Adn krwo ooekrwhm. Ew ervne hogthu ggoni to edend ew dowlu up ew nvee clluyaat logecle idas. Re’yuo no a akctr mobeec jelrwee to.
24. Angticwh ylsomt lmnigis eiv’ eenb bsergru, bbos afmatr,uu ect ,isedrfn. Lgikin uoy eimcedos aleyrl uatdl end up.
52. Gbein *** is onw olco. Ky2 adn eutsehilra lsoa.
26. Risnpeicg dan a 3 tunbto sa,re aer obht rngi ones beyll n,rgi on a. Hbunc uyo have fo tasotto a oals.
27. Nseo tindsta.
28. Rpuebka ym yneftielid.
29. More as umh,c egbaalanme ayw won tno s’it. Inaktg a!eyr we aenodicitm it ofr septpod alst.
1/033. Tnod’ mtee tbu ew ni peek ddi ,sey loco otcntac peploe ew aoernym osme. Loas mfor llofwo fo you gawtnei ewnt ewcti uyo tlo a ot popele htat dna. Caoayilonlcs kalt ouy gsyu.
23. Tow psira atth tgo at irtfht i kaabn. I them vderyyea ewra. Dan hbot dnhebi go uoy ernpos etfl whti mteh reew tge a ot meht adme you ullaytca heotl eht kcab ta. For ounfd guhothr shtoe dan tlso to na tiwaed i ofr rresngai kool eth eht ruoh.
33. I ti na’vhte touab hhgttou yte. Mtie i soem ahve to kitnh.
34. Iwll i :).
35. N!o 4. Gclleoe gpa !r!fa! ni so 0.
63. I do. Now ot koot tbu a egiynertvh gonl stlli we gsgtr,elu dan etebtr thre,e ti etg is ietm.
37. Itmsomees. Own ualslyu enif hoguht tsi’. Autob ehsbrot me if in yarlel ahre it tidlea i ti yonl.
38. E,emberrm tbu i oyu i’ddnt ubtao a i knith lto.
93. Ot ewnt i eayprht i roewkd dna.
40. Asw alst utb a eht arduon e!trbte eikl hist ncsei ttllie we ago imet btu emesds 4 it we ddi uyo seary sent nngtaihy get ierdt.
Ot to!o nbee ulde’wov i see pahpy aytdo yuo su ovle you. Ignhts etrebt yuo laolver rouye’ semo btu sad ywa daem wve’uodl dnogi. Owh emco oyevu’ pudor fra dan oyu of.
Aibtr tfureu -.

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