A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Swa dernespit aws lruaonfeuyttn aaign :( aniga he 2420 tbu lceteed in is eicpemadh.
2. ’mi nfgelei atoyd uglm. Utb evha been eew’v nitghs ingagman rough eben. Ghtni ym ekbor hiwt fyodrineb up tsal i. Is’t os ngrtebaili to edeedn utb aesm efsel gttone ot nda knwo yuoev’ at to leeav emit keinbgra eyarll hatre atth vhagni lwel teh ti enppah meensoo. R,iha no yefslm so eevry hsi kmar sih na rdiew saeticnd to ormf how nokw odd won nefelig inmteoso veah nad he i rceats i bd,oy ’ist to ,thta nda yeerv.
3. Olatms ceins ,yes te!hire! rseya ’sti eben tbu 4.
4. Odwn it btu a ogt uddlle bti s’it ertetb titlle for won. Etetbr entotg ceesajw/rycessoirle hsa hohtug.
5. E!sy.
6. Ottegn tdsaint woh eb stlil sda ear i duyo’ sit’ hitnk ew ubt tebetr iwth. Otn ymroena no erwe’ ohught conctta.
7. Own ew ni evil we rcioianalf ut!o otg.
8. Ym ayma, rea adlals, fsfb brame dan.
9. Itahpssstuinoi two osme we nad erossiu siopslhnietar ogt iotn. Ofr esaldt retenc orve yesar eht tmso 2 noe.
01. On p:.
11. Adn ogmyol emlayholcn. Oydat aervsle tseim vyoe’u deirc.
12. -511121 ”7’5 and i kinht hetre nda rsuarqte i ghiwe.
31. Own aizpz ew wkro y!se at mod. Nad trafe tcenyelr somnth deoerff !eno ahev 6 atheorn u tog mpeotrdo nbee.
41. Ne,egr ilke and we bwron oyranme lewoly ondt’ larely.
6511/. Sabebi eranhot tllsi e!reh ym wev’e as ear het ememrb to esy ellw daded uogpr. Vduolwe’ odvle knew reh if uoy you njou.
17. Wtear eta or olabpbyr.
81. We maed glno but doanru ifrnsde we mose orf rnu ailc dna wehn deomv tusck to myaa eth bmrae ehav.
19. I rpo bneork obaut the nda tprreooct gihtn t’htsa ernsce it lyon abtuo 16 si vhae noihep na eht.
02. Otw sdtael eyasr eilk yeevoenr aemd ierdw ti ti rfo dna. So rinnttieaco i caolsi emisds on uhcm hisw eiifnytled uot ’tnadh.
21. Nbee iirlcaoanf alenreg lvie htgrsi cdierssuo yluckil mhnau vth’ena higtrs tlo in iea/oatrtipotcncbonron aubot ubt ythe hsa sjut erehw stheo nad of gnsith in ew trehe dnaneb a. Su trheo ouescrtni naiz pmcaore ot eyrnmag.
22. Dha het enso oyu smea.
23. Orkw oomrwkeh nda. Pu ioggn tuhhgo we asdi eevrn gleocel would eddne to nvee ew we allaycut. Arctk to no bmoeec e’royu rleewej a.
42. Nlgmsii bobs styoml gs,bruer etc citwnagh ies,frdn ,aufurtam ve’i bnee. Inlkig uyo edn ldtau mcesedoi pu erylla.
25. Si looc nwo *** ingeb. Saol lasiehretu nda y2k.
26. 3 a a girn no utbotn rin,g rpscgiein lleyb easr, nda sone obht are. Sootatt alos uoy a of ehva cunhb.
72. Ones itdsatn.
82. Ym ekuarpb edntyeilfi.
29. Onw as t’is lbegnaaema ywa otn meor c,hmu. Tniodaeimc aslt we tdpsepo ti for iktgna eya!r.
3/301. Looc o’ntd teem ew ni octatnc did oarnyem epek we oeppel meos se,y btu. Geaiwtn netw you from ot tol yuo and a laos fo teicw htta oollfw loeepp. Llcysaoanico syug altk yuo.
23. I tath fhrtit ogt otw nbaak rapis at. Arew meht yveardey i. Hte erpnso go alytaulc tge uoy lthoe to ta btoh a ckab lfet aemd nihebd dna etmh whit hmet oyu rewe. Nierrsag eht dfnuo fro rof teh hoghtur ewiatd lkoo huor to na i dna otsl oseht.
33. Ti i ety gtouthh otbua ntheav’. Osme i to iktnh ietm aehv.
43. Will :) i.
53. 4 o!n. Loeelgc pag 0 in !ra!f! os.
63. Od i. Is adn tbu wno ti terhe, a ktoo ltlsi eetrtb tge we ot egrvneityh eitm ongl ,gglutres.
73. Msesmteio. Own s’it fien ysluula tghhuo. In obuat orhsbet olyn i elatdi hrae ti if em ti llaeyr.
38. T’idnd i uoy tinkh olt taobu eeeb,rmrm tbu i a.
39. Ewtn nda ot oderkw haetpry i i.
40. Ti ouy oarund sedsem rbt!ete ago tbu sthi 4 ubt liek stne did ncsei we a teg lleitt aysre hte we iynahgtn time tsal wsa irtde.
Eovl ese i phyap lve’uowd o!ot ouy oyatd ot been ouy su. Urey’o ngoid lode’wvu tteerb llvearo btu osme wya das aedm uyo ithgsn. Rpuod mceo rfa yeo’vu nda owh fo you.
Furute - rbtia.

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