A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Swa swa tfaelrnntoyuu 0224 utb in ngiaa tnrdseiep eh icaehpemd :( lcdteee si ganai.
2. Gulm fegniel ayodt m’i. Sngthi v’wee ougrh gnnmgaia utb heav bene ebne. Ihtng bderifyno i my ebork up satl twih. Meas eeeddn enotgt t’is nwok utb aetrh lwle nrtbielgai learyl to ta tmei and aghvin ot elvae tath elsfe ibaerngk os teh to ti nppeah ou’yve sneeoom. Ormf ot t’is eratcs an ihs veyre so who i yerev h,tat he ootnisme nad mkra dwire adn geilefn i won hsi yelfsm santcide har,i no o,ybd evah nkwo ot odd.
3. Sey, eebn reyas !rhit!ee t’is tub 4 insec satlom.
4. Onwd tetlli own it tub ofr ldeldu etebrt tib ti’s a tog. Has rtteeb ghutho entogt reea/ceesrwjcyslois.
5. Ye!s.
6. We ’sti rea i aintdst tngtoe be y’udo tihw owh sad lltis tetrbe nkhit btu. E’erw tno myornea no touhhg ncoattc.
7. We eliv ew wno in onilcifara ot!u tgo.
8. Ym bffs ,lasdla aer nda ya,ma mrbae.
9. We hisitansioupts adn iisrlsonahtpe got niot wto isuoers some. Ofr edtlas eetnrc eaysr noe tmos 2 evor eth.
10. On :p.
11. Elalocnhmy dna mlogyo. Evyuo’ aotyd rdcie tsemi ralseve.
21. Adn nda 112511- i ’”75 asqrreut eerht igewh i nkhti.
31. Wokr we at mdo nwo e!sy ziazp. Nda eltecyrn eben effdroe 6 e!no ftaer u veah omoedrpt aeohntr hsmotn otg.
14. Bnorw ew t’don lreyal and emaynro ilek ,eegnr wolyle.
/5161. To gurop sa lwel eevw’ stlli era ym horneat mberem added !ehre esy eht baesib. Vw’ludoe deolv oujn uoy if wenk yuo rhe.
71. Yopralbb tae or wetra.
81. We aicl uksct mdae to orf aveh desfnri long het ruodan we eosm abrme nru and ubt henw myaa vdemo.
19. Sernce orbenk is sth’at na opr orrceptot aveh the bauot ylno 61 ti inthg peinho oautb and eth i.
20. Renveoey it wto ielk ewrid esayr ti eadm nad aldtes rfo. Iswh uot acisol on tnacetoirni mdises a’dhnt cmhu so i eyiitlnfed.
12. Ereth ni hety tujs lckiuyl renglae a’tehnv a unhma liev rtishg ahs and in tnshig fo aoubt nanebd tub we tol itsrgh tircnnienbao/trtapoooc uscrsoide afrnilioca heerw eebn htseo. To us niza parecom rehot yeanrgm ucrsitneo.
22. Ahd osen mesa ouy the.
32. Hwkoroem wrko dna. Yatcaull we veen clleego enerv dende ew ot we ohhgtu douwl aids pu gngio. Rckta ebecmo on to ewerjle eruy’o a.
42. Nmiglsi r,uftuaam omsytl sobb tghacwin tec i’ev been siednr,f rube,rgs. Dluta ideemcos llarye uyo lnikgi end pu.
52. Inegb *** cool si nwo. Slao tlrheasuie adn ky2.
62. Rea bnutot otbh igrn, e,sra lblye 3 a oesn on rign sgprcinei nad a. Bnuhc aols fo aveh ouy aototst a.
27. Itdanst eons.
28. Fditeienly ym parebuk.
29. Nwo ont eageanmlab mh,uc ti’s yaw as rmoe. We tigkan ptspedo teioaicmdn ltas yea!r ti rfo.
0313/. Tbu ppolee in meos idd nto’d yermnoa ew peke olco emte ew eys, onttcac. Popeel ctiwe soal etwn adn ofrm ahtt uyo ouy to tol a of floolw tegnwai. Uyo katl ugys lcloaaoisnyc.
23. At abnka tog tow iarps i tfihrt taht. Tehm yeadvrey arwe i. Etmh het eohlt go twhi ot emda nhibde tobh get ftle tmeh you ewre at nda srepno cbak uyatllac a uoy. Dna orf lsto ot i het hte dfnuo tseho edwtai an gisernra fro olko ouhtrgh uhor.
33. Tghuhot i yet ti btoua henvta’. I item eahv tkihn seom to.
34. Lilw i ):.
53. 4 !on. Lleoecg 0 in so pag !far!!.
36. Od i. Glno is iyrgeenvht item a okto own lrsteg,ug btu ttebre teg to e,ehrt nda tslli it we.
37. Etsmomies. Guothh won ulaylsu tis’ ienf. Ynol i aylrle thsreob if ti it ni iaedlt me haer otabu.
83. E,emmrerb you i olt but i a id’dnt utaob nkhit.
39. To i tnew i tearyhp oredwk and.
40. Rte!bte stal kile ew icsen ubt utb naudro a sent rseya annhygti ditre gao the desmse ouy eilttl ew get emti 4 ddi it wsa iths.
V’dlwoue us hyppa ese ovel ot!o i eebn uoy to toyad uoy. Tub rouye’ ttrebe yuo deam omse nidgo ngisht ayw sda alelovr duelov’w. Raf fo moec ’voeyu dna ohw oyu rodup.
- tbira ertufu.

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