A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Is triepesnd was igaan he was 4022 ubt anaig :( tledcee edhcapmie ruufnytenolta ni.
2. Mugl yoadt eelgnfi mi’. Ubt mnnagagi nbee rugho eenb ithgsn ehav e’vwe. Pu satl i yrendboif oberk ihgtn tihw my. Smae eontgt htaer ue’voy to eth t’si ta etmi nwok lfsee elyral but elwl so dna ot edeedn ibnrglaite epphan sooemne to velae it htta gahniv nbrekiag. An oemtsoin i ramk okwn rtesac ish dna evrey isnetcda myfsel tsi’ adn verey odd riha, fmro aehv no ,byod iwder ot fgnilee ihs ot i wno owh os eh ahtt,.
3. Earys stoaml i’st cinse eys, 4 utb e!ri!eht neeb.
4. Tub tib teillt s’it ti a tgo trbtee for ldldue wno dwon. Sah rtebte teotgn toughh eysselrjoeecaswirc/.
5. Es!y.
6. Yd’ou ew be stlli tgnoet sad i rea i’st hwo iatsndt tetrbe ihtw utb hiknt. No onemrya ghohut ccnatot ’were otn.
7. Tgo ew wno vlie in ew otu! aarcolfini.
8. Amay, dllaas, era bffs ym nda armbe.
9. Lhisptiarnoes isotaiitphnsus wot onti smoe nda uroiess we got. Seary ectren 2 edastl evro otsm rfo noe het.
10. P: on.
11. Moloyg and ohmylclena. Yoev’u crdei tmsie eresval daoty.
21. I rsruqtea i nda 57’” adn 5-21111 gweih htkin rehet.
31. Mdo we !yes wno at zpiaz wkro. U cnrlyeet 6 tnaoerh nbee pteordmo vhea erfodef tmonsh dna atref got one!.
41. We worbn eolwly nreg,e anymero yerlla dto’n nda like.
65/11. Guopr sa ym litsl dddae htornea sey rmeemb lelw to eht are weev’ bebasi hr!ee. Her deolv oyu vlw’oude uyo uojn enwk if.
71. Rwtae blybropa or tae.
81. Uksct esmo orf dna ew ical ew urnoad hte wnhe adme rienfsd vdmoe ogln ehva eabmr ymaa tub ot unr.
19. Nylo eht crense rebokn eht 61 na it dan vhae ectrooptr outba i hgtin rop tht’sa si boaut hpeion.
02. Ti reasy leki erwdi ti wto ofr daem eneyvreo nad lstdea. No ndah’t sdsiem csoila etefdiynli os otaciinenrt hiws hcum out i.
21. Irlfaonaci wreeh uyklicl adn hnsigt tauob nrlaeeg tvnh’ea eohst ubt neeb teehr rgthis ooncbpotciinanr/eatrot hmnua in stju tol sah a nndbea fo we rihstg live ni usidrecso tehy. Eamngry ot us istcroneu rteho eoacrpm zain.
22. Eht eams seno ouy dah.
32. And rwok howkrome. Up vnee to ew neerv dsai we nigog deend allatcyu wdluo ew eglelco ghtouh. ’uroey a wjeerle no to ebomce krcat.
42. Oymtls vei’ eenb lgsiimn fatmrau,u cte ctaigwhn rniefds, sobb egurbr,s. Up you msecoied lutad nde ylealr gilnki.
52. Colo si genbi onw ***. K2y osla uarseetlih nad.
62. 3 n,rig nttubo a ,esra gnri no cisrpnegi aer ylble a dna seon obht. Fo tsottao osla hnubc a heav you.
27. Onse idatsnt.
28. My rbkupea diynetlefi.
29. Sa tsi’ onw awy amalanbeeg ton orem ,umhc. Ay!er danimetoic gitank stla it tpeopsd we for.
0313/. In ndo’t seom oremnay oocl tbu we tmee ew did y,se pkee poeelp cncoatt. Twen sloa iagwtne dan yuo rfmo oeplep fo ictew lot a ot yuo hatt wfolol. Oyu ncocoylsaail tkal ugsy.
32. Fihrtt got tow ahtt at kbnaa i irasp. Yyradvee meht rewa i. You calyault og twih gte ta daem both adn denibh a to roenps tolhe erew acbk you hte lfte htem hmet. Loko dtaiwe rof rfo hour i ndouf hte ostl tohse grhtuho ot adn gsianrer an het.
33. Yte naevht’ i ti hutgtoh abtuo. Khitn i evha smoe miet to.
43. Liwl ): i.
35. No! 4. Gpa !f!ra! so 0 cllgoee ni.
36. Od i. Nlgo hre,et own ot nda a btu ti etbret si iemt we teg htrynevgei sillt su,etrglg toko.
73. Mteoesmis. Fine ysuuall tsi’ nwo gothuh. Ti llyrea if etaidl atobu rahe ti me i tsbeohr ni noly.
83. Lto uyo tn’idd boatu ubt a i i bere,mrme hnikt.
39. Wnte ot yrhtaep i okrwed i nad.
04. Thiyangn tsen sarey 4 uoy eerttb! iedrt aslt goa a ncies asw teh udonra imte we did get ihts btu ekil sesmed it llteti we utb.
Vole uoy i ppyah toayd ld’ovweu uyo us eebn ot see t!oo. Das w’uldveo dgoin aolrelv emso tbrtee ginsht dmae oyu o’reuy yaw utb. Moec woh and orupd ouy fo raf o’eyvu.
Tarbi - utefru.

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