A letter from October 25th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, you’re alive if you’re reading this , you’ve made it this far if you’re happy GREAT I’m proud of you if you’re not just know you’ve made it this far that you’re reading this ! You’re 20 years old !! About to turn 21 how is everything ? How’s your body I really hope you’re happy with your body ! If you lost the weight you wanted I’m soo proud of you ! If you didn’t thats alright You’re Beautiful ! How did it go with whatever boy? What did we choose to be , right now I don’t know but I’m thinking lawyer OR orthodontist I’m not sure rn but I hope what ever we chose we’re on that journey OR if we’re out having fun that’s great live up these years ! I’m 15 years old writing this about to turn 16 YAYYYYYA . I’m not happy rn I feel like I’m stuck in a hole that I can’t get out that’s why I pray that everything is better( I don’t want to go into detail bc what was in the past is literally in the past! ! I really hope you and soufia are living it up ! OMGGG HOW IS YOUR HAIR I REALLT HOPE U STARTED THE LOCS !! But it’s crazy that rn I’m in 10th grade but when you’re reading this you’re 20 years old like wow . I didn’t even think I’d make it to see 15 . But i truly hope I made it to 20 ! rn the relationship with my sister is terrible and i told myself that bc of how she treated me she was going to be out my life in the future how’s that ? Has she eased up a bit ? I bet you don’t even feel old rn I bet you feel like you’re like REALLY young lol . But we’re in a pandemic right now which is CRAZYYY and I absolutely hate it !!! I can barely see my friends can’t go to school NOTHING . That’s why I feel like I feel back into a hole butt I just really hope you’re happy :) and ik by here there’s tears in your eyes but just remember those are happy tears that you’ve made it !!!! I LOVE U AND I HOPE U LOVE YOURSELF BY THEN ! Ik this letter is all over the place but I think I covered everything !