A letter from October 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Ugh hey so I already sent an email THEN I read someone else’s and they were like I wrote u when I was 15 and blah blah blah and now I feel like my letter wasn’t good enough 🙄🙄 soooo what I am expecting from 20 year old me is a lot . I am expecting u to be alive at first . I can’t see myself being 20 or being an adult or being a high schooler but here I am 😐 anyways u should have a job and i hope it’s a job were you r friends with everyone and it’s a fun environment and if not TAKE THIS AS A SIGN AND LEAVE DUMB ***** GOD **** . Do not let yourself settle 🏃‍♀️ I hope you have a boyfriend or at least had an epic love and if not ig that’s fine . I’m expecting u to live by yourself or with mom . Definitely if u are living in Oregon still 😆 why . I BETTER BE AWAY FROM ALBANY or I’ll be pissed cause I hate it here 👍 i see myself in a apartment with a roommate and a boyfriend and I wish u lived in New York or Canada but you will prolly be living in Michigan or Virgina idk somewhere boring ( god I hope not ) speaking of god did he ever start to believe again ? I don’t believe AT ALL . do u eat healthy are u healthy? I’m so scared that I’ll get sick or I’ll lose something like my hearing or eyesight but that’s not gonna happen it’s my anxiety . I bet you can drive so that’s cool I have never driven before . That’s all I can think off I hope u have a dog or a cat . It’s scary how much people imma lose and gain and I don’t know but future me reading this will . ARE U STILL A LIBERAL !? I hope so PLEASE don’t turn into a republican that’s my only wish . Wouldn’t it be cool if me and Joshua were still dating . We aren’t now butttt never say never . Anyways 15 yr old me advice is please don’t be a sad adult who does things bc they have to . Adults seem miserable dating someone they don’t love or having a ****** job or dealing with harassment . Please don’t be them :( that’s all 😁 I love you future Kaylee i bet you are so pretty omg I cannot wait to see my glow to