A letter from October 25th, 2020

hey. it’s your 21st birthday from 16 year old you. let’s get straight to the point, have you really stuck to being pre-med or could you not handle the workload? did your eating disorder grow stronger in college? real question is, did everyone find out about your ed? those nights you purged in the shower with your music on blast so no one would know. did you get braces? or a boyfriend? did you have your first time or did you wait like we decided to? did you reach your goal waist measurement of 23”? did you change your diet habits again? if you’re wondering what 16 year old me is doing right now, well i have apush homework to do. im depressed but no one knows that. i really don’t think im up for going to medical school but we’ll see right? im so hungry but i want my goal weight, i want to take pictures with a cute outfit or in a bikini, or have guys like me for once. let’s hope you still use this email. happy birthday older me.