A letter from October 25th, 2020

Dear FutureZain, If your reading this you made it. You stayed. Honestly, right now I regret so much in life. I wish I could start over with FCJH with my friends with mom and dad with everything. I just am tired of waiting. I’m tired of life but I need to push through. It WILL get better. I have a time where I will be thriving in life but it’s not yet. It’s coming I know that. Everyone has a purpose and I do too. I don’t believe it that much right now. But I will need to stay positive and look forward to the future. I’m so proud of you. I want you to know that your gonna do big things in life. Life is so worth willing. Waking up and seeing the sunset is a blessing that God gave me. There are so many people out in the world that have it soooooo much worse. Did you purse changing the “Influencer” industry? Have you went OFF on Tiktok and got that verification!? Are you in college with your best friend? Good luck in life and I hope you not crying right now. I love you and the pain is temporary it goes away...I think.