A letter from October 25th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi I’m just here to say I hope you are finished with this awful phrase of crying and anxiety. I hope you learned how to communicate with people. I hope everything I’m going through right now today everyday gets better when I get this back. Sometimes I wonder why me? Why do I have to go through this? First kindergarten second 3rd grade then 5th. I’m starting to lose myself, my anxiety is slowly getting worst but better in a way? I hope my mom is doing well when I get this back lately she has been very stressed I’m worried for her. My aunt just gave birth to my beautiful cousin in Mexico. I wanna live with my dad, do you? I cry myself to sleep sometimes thinking of the old days in 2017... I wish I could go back to 2017. I’m starting to quit but I’m holding on to the pain. I think I might have a bit of depression and social anxiety but I don’t want to tell anyone. I told my sister once and now she makes fun of me so I told her I was just kidding, I regret everything I’m doing. I’m lonely Goodluck.. I hate 2020. Date:10/25/2020