A letter from October 24th, 2020

Dear Future Self, Please tell me you have grown confidence in yourself, please tell me you know your worth. I pray you are truly happy with yourself and the woman you became. you are currently 19 right now and life ****** sucks here! you are a very confused baby girl. you put others before you and you don't care for your outcome. I pray you are still doing business "luxuryvarieties" and it is thriving successfully. Really what I want is for your depression to leave. your hurt and been abused. makes you look at the world differently as you should. I mainly pray you to have a tight circle. down *** friends people who have good intentions. I Love You and no matter how big you grow you will never lose sight of yourself. Make sure the people around you are feeling loved. if you have a kid cherish your kid carefully. I really hope you are chasing your dreams. you better be chasing them or my 19-year-old *** will haunt you down lol. And are you outta state yet? please tell me you at least experienced what it is like out of California and if you are a stranger reading this please check on your girl make sure she's ok she needs it she needs reassurance and a random silly text will make her smile. her name is Precious Romana Phillips. she attended school at Cal State Dominguez Hills. her Instagram is @loyyaalty and if so happens she is dead. make sure her family views this message. she loves all her family to *****. mainly her sister Debbie and Lil brother Christian I wonder how they are doing. hopefully, her brother is in NYC he wanted to go so bad lo. And her sister helping people she love to do that. but sadly I would want to end the message here. stay blessed.