A letter from October 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, We currently in the middle of a pandemic, the first semester of CSULA. I just turned 18 and I'm finally getting help for the r@pe trauma. I'm not sure what the future is like for me. Is manny around? If he is, I hope he's no longer toxic to you. what about Adrian? He's the love of my life at the moment I pray he's still around. Do I have a driver's license? I keep procrastinating on it LMAO. I am confident that we will be okay in the future. Always remember, I love you. You have the world in your hands now. How are you feeling? by now I hope we moved out and Living life to the fullest, teaching music and loving others. You did it! you finally graduated. You're also 23 years old, right? shoot you're an old bean lady now lmao. Keep the sorority sisters close, I barely know them as I'm writing this but I'm confident they'll shape you into one very strong independent woman. I'm hoping you're back to your catholic faith, I hope it's as beautiful as it was before Manny came around. I'm still struggling with those memories and I hope you're fully healed from the past. "Don't cry over the past, it's gone. Don't stress about the future, it hasn't arrived. Live in the present and make it beautiful." Ps. I hope mom isn't giving you a hard time as she's always doing. Either way, I hope you're finally safe from toxic people, only you know who they are.