A letter from October 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi. it’s October 24th, 2020. i hope you’re doing amazing. i hope you’re making something amazing of yourself. and if your not, well hey, it’s okay. you’ll get there. i’m currently a junior in high school. i haven’t got a job yet, but i’m getting one soon lol. i have one tattoo (planning to get a whole lot more hopefully) and yeah life is going pretty good right now i would say. i’m doing virtual school because of covid, and i actually kinda enjoy it because i can do school whenever. and my grades are much better (i literally cheat on everything though lol) i don’t know if you’re gonna remember me typing this to you. when you get this you’re gonna be like wait wtf lol. dang it’s crazy if i make it past 18. like i’ve been through so much and i’m only 16 and i can’t even imagine making it to 18. this year i’ve been through the worst. i met this one amazing girl. (well she was amazing at first) and i fell in love with her. her names nevaeh. i know you remember her. but she broke my heart. and i got into a jeep wreck with cayden, sprained my ankle. and then me and mom were driving to mcdoanlds and on the way back, our car blew up and it was really scary. i’m just lucky to be alive and stuff. but i hope you’re happy future self. make sum good choices. always be kind. always love everyone. always be you, that’s the best thing that you can be. you’re beautiful. you’re amazing. you’re loved. no matter how you end up, i’m proud of you. for even just making it to the age that you are right now, i’m proud of you. don’t ever give up. ever. keep going. you got this. i love you.