A letter from October 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hello! Are you still alive?? Did you achieve your dream?? Did you lose weight!!!??....don't worry about me, I'm just curious if you changed!😕 I know you forgot about me, but I'll never forget about you! You may forget the past because of bullies and body shamers...its okay...I'm the person who gets bullied...its no longer you!!😅 But...this is only true if you did change, don't give up!! Remember, to achieve your dream you must believe within your heart, not mind, or advantages you will get!! Good luck! 12 year-old Alisa is cheering on for you!! I may not exist anymore in the real world, but I will ALWAYS exist in your heart and past! Remember! I will be with you until the end! Don't overthink okay?? Put on a big bright smile! Don't look down on yourself because of someone's saying! I don't know if you will get this message, or if you will even see this message...I'm praying for you to remember😀 Here are some information of you when you were 12!! You liked K-Pop! You stanned, NCT (all units!), WayV, SuperM, The Boyz, Treasure, SHINee, Red Velvet, BlackPink, and many many many more!!! You also hated school, this was written when we had the four day weekend right after our science summative in 7th grade for Mr. Scharff! These were your teachers throughout your childhood! K4 : Mrs. Maloney K5 : Ms. Dooley 1st : Ms. Grasely 2nd : Ms. Weisse 3rd : Mr. Fromm 4th: Mr. Goodmann 5th: Ms. Alicia 6th: Ms. Janasiak 7th : Mr. Neumann! Do you remember them?? You went to Humboldt Park School in USA, Wisconsin, Milwaukee!! Your friends are Mia, Elisha, Chasity, Kashia! Do you still remember them?? If not, remember they are friends with you on facebook! They will not leave so easily!😁 2008: You were born! 2013: We made a christmas tree with our hands! (k5) 2014: My favorite teacher!! 2015: First time I got detention😔 2016: I felt like a older kid and fun friday!! 2017: It got tougher cause our yeacher had anger issues... 2018: Is went by fast but very boring... 2019: Corona virus came...we had to do online school 2020: Stuck doing online school, its very tiring and boring..I felt like ******* myself...😖 You made it....I'm proud😭🙂😊 Read this, your memories will come to you eventually.. There will be more emails from me!! Just wait for them, don't give up, I'm still supporting you! They may come slow or quickly, but they will definitely come to you if you read this message! Sincerely, Alisa (12 year-old)