A letter from October 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, As I’m writing this I’m in my bed like the usual. Once again I’m having body image issues, I’ve decided im going to eat healthy now because I feel like ****. I feel like I will never be good enough no matter what I do. Feels like I can never be happy because I hate what I see in the mirror. Anyways you are currently 17 years old you are writing this on October 23 , well my brothers birthday is the 26 , and it’s almost Halloween . Corona is still here , I wonder when this will be all done with. Anyways as you are reading this I hope everything in your life is how you planned it. Are you working at JB steel with your dad ? I’m currently stressing over money because I literally only have $300 left which means I need a job UGHHH the worst . Anyways I hope your happy today , and it’s your birthday SO LIVE IT UP ********* , GO GET DRUNK!!!! One last thing have you gotten any new tattoos !!! Bye see you in some years if you’re alive lol