A letter from October 22nd, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi future ashley! it's ashley from the past. im writing this 10/21/20, and you will be reading this again 10/21/21. so, hows life? have you decided on a career? is it still between nurse and forensic scientist? did you pass freshman year? do you still do cheer? did you make varsity like you wanted to? right now im working on my roundoff back handspring so i can make varsity next year! are you and maddie still friends? do you have a boyfriend currently? how many breakups did we have since last year? i recently just broke up with jack, if you remember him. what our room like? a few days ago i ordered pictures for our collage. do we still have that? is covid still around? if so, have we had to quarantine anymore? im currently writing in week 2 of quarantine. did you find happiness? hows our depression and anxiety? self-harmed at all in the past year? recently it's been getting pretty bad. are we happy with our body finally? ooh who won the election? im rooting for biden 100%. hows marble? is she still alive? do we have any new pets? did we ever get to go to homecoming? if so, was it with a boyyyy? if it was, was it a football boy. yeah, probably knowing myself. how's sophomore year? is it hard? hows mom and dad? what about mikail? she's in 8th grade now. do you have your permit? how's driving? do you and mom go on road trips like we said we would? we just got back from a drive in the country, actually. thats all i really have. hope we're doing good, and dont forget to take care of us. self love baby. love you!!!

Epilogue

over 1 year later

hi, i'm writing this the summer going into senior year. it's a little later than 10/21/21. it's currently 7/3/23. anyways, i can still answer questions.

hows life?
pretty good, everything...

Acyrz nlilafy nhfesarm is mltreyxee ebngi wnod ayre trfea ietlngst ensci & adtmcira. Teh i my llitte i ddi rtleet gemtein duowl uteiq thsi a nagdech shloco sohmtn hatt yonl mna tefra efil eb eltliylra high gtirwni own,k wfe. Oodg kiolnog eyar! no rea arle)t hatt tyrpet way,yasn tghnsi enrsoi r(oem for.
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I edceddi cerre?a on aveh a.
Rsiungn ,sye. Nyol fhal ot 2/1 dcpeetac eht grmpora slhooc i go teh tneh onti nigrsun orf xten ea,yr dy,a ogt so ctnryele marrpog a ofr ofr eth i hreot. Cidxee!t 'mi eaylrl.
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?eray i did hfsanmre ssap.
Semurm idan?k teh i tdcrie sloohc dna idd fielad got btu bakc ir,yohst. Bplsmore year njurio elar si the ehwre hpapdnee.
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?rhcee od i ltsil.
Dan astl is all sthi uor eys! 4 es,rya. .
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I idd make ys?tvair.
I'm yleral dyfiar eietdcx pomersooh btu yea,r !gnaai ntgih on w,no gsthli for dan ton isartyv.
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Llits aieddm em dna rea fsn?ider.
Layler nto. Canghde hitw tou it seh dan pelpeo ehr fferendti aggninh ttaesrd. Gto ntorse a atht liylukc iotn enver i wn,o and futsf eh'ss. .
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I heav od beyid?nofr a.
Yapl ey!s dan obajc, shi si he lotaflbo mane osed. For so 4 o,nw orf wonk cbka ,pu itghr ebf satl toaub otg hetn mnhsto bkero bnee syfelm tbu arey ll!we keil and did we adet rogeteth a nohtm in 'vwee tgaidn i. Than gntmii ary,e swa tsla alrely vere adb het e'wre rebtet tbu. .
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Arbkuesp amny enisc i owh dah oopsehrom e?ayr hvea.
2. Aje,k taerf sothnm met noe efw woh a itwnrig uyo hwit hsit. Alryle srotw swa my,sse and ltef lpybbaro krebrheata hte ti iev'. Pu uoy no rbfeeo uory to 2 lony i twih mhi uyo yrtgnivii wseek tosl rebok eh and ehtcead. No fof ti fro a bd,a a dna swa half nda eyra. From vyer ernal c,ioxt ot tub oogd. Netneylicvon dnferi htwi his met adn bo()caj i gseo toboflla ,thne ohw csoohl hmi shi ot yaslp. Enntmedoi psvlioyuer sa utb ehetgotr 02,2(2) we an!gia own ewe'r ekorb i astl eary up.
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Haswt kile? my ormo.
Chmu net?efd?fir eumtra roem 'tsi. Vie,sn psiagitnn a,slgocel moer no emro lrolofuc no rome on. Bsyu ts'i ton lenca sa cmhu eomr nad. Nda voel i ilnamcg ti it's. .
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Tllsi od veah eht i ea?loglc.
No.
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Vicod ?aurdon slilt is.
Dikn,a obaut btu aerh 'tdno ti yuo mraonye. For tosm lliw you sa hety 'its scik of idnk uyo teg lyilke audnor if ,in tset it. A dya oynl iekl ithnk t"riqnn"euaa two is or i won. Censi i lsta havnte smumre ahd ti. Fo ieevble alott a isemt i gto i it 4. .
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Od tanrn?eaqiu to ew evha.
At tno ton efitldneyi ,aleylr oolsch.
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Ddi ?epiaspnhs i nifd.
S!ye.
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Wohs sineeropsd i?eyantx &.
Eretbt humc. Tol v'ei yhpaetr esicn in dan a remebeptse 'tsi ebne eedlph. Sombrlep wlel thhgou ,now diaov mroe is it in eevn ot ngigo i ayn tays my itgrh lief erlayl. .
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I rye?a sh heva ni eiscn hemorospo.
!peno.
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With i ?yodb my am pyhpa.
Dikna. Hrewe t,i erweh i nad imtse estim 'notd htea i serh'et. Tahw name teg bjaoc wthi you tiem if to i h,gotuh 'sti atnke me wkno gnlo a ofmoerctbla. .
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Het woh now lnci?toee.
Edni,b ti yuro soen oyu otg edeiprc dan baucees of. .
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M?blrea wsoh'.
Aded. A i nwrit,e wen ni one esh ejnu tgo ddie alst. Esh ehr ae,prl wsa mean nad nluti ivlde iewnrt ihst. Ontd i nbegi leki ldoc esugs tusj etyh. Iegttgn larpe eratf spoptde i ,ddei emrtahss. I htuogh aylrel htem ovel do. .
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T?eps ayn do wen veha i.
Sye. ,esetsrt and new dudyb who cta and uro euohs het in nwo tnes my akepidndp, omm arnek no he evils a t,ve to dnfuo neadm teh. Ryllae eh 'seh lkei 'noestd ,ileex olt ilke lepoep a. Olsa my orom i ni slvei atth got hsfi a.
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Ghemncmioo i thwi( b)?oy a to did go.
Oby i btu hitw omemin,hcog netw a to eys ont. Ihtw dlieendc neht i tnwe ,to asw dresfni frfeo i upepssod utb nad ihs. Utb pomr wtne go i isth dndt'i ot i ohoc ,yera tspa to. 2 utcylaal i to nwet. Bsacoj ,inme dna. Meda i pu gsues so ti rof i. .
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?arey swa oropsemoh ohw.
Oaky ti wsa. N,fei bfe stetadr ti ubt. May ejk,a rehvnyegit i enfi of dngiat taht iultn aery was eartstd and. 'vie erya of srowt dne miet adh mproooshe erev swa hte neibaunldy teh. Loeepp useaecb idd eemt enw it i lla omse of u,bt. Ileyk, my h'wso new tseb ndifer. Reh us i thwi nad ew eh gtrih of ew atcaitkng ohbt was geimssn tgo enhw tme u,p rbkeo learyl ejka hse abueecs settrda lcose rtefa. Ihtw lla hrgtuoh dna toceenncd thne so ej,ka but 'sit of uyaltlac ,kiley ohw tme i nedsirf soal 'ehs crsoeu ,caojb. Unf raye eypttr ghhtou omohrpsoe swa. Unf rtaac,dim tbu. .
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D?hra was ti.
Elaryl ont. .
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Rae owh ym p?saernt.
'etehyr koay. Tslli ihm a,dd a eocn im' my see isgyant keew hitw ont but i. Ylaulsu socem won cbjoa. Mmo dna got my em mnthigca t!ttoosa.
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Li?mkai wosh.
Krema a tbelruo 'sesh. Heoimngst, rfo nief btu es'hs ywaals olrevla derdnogu. Rnuedatesv dna tlo ew go eghetrot hisngpop no a. .
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Haev i pmtie?r my do.
I rbet,te vahe ceneils ym. Pmetri egt ,eys ym tub did i. Dyas my 2 rafte diatrbyh. Mites fiadel ,rafte anyloiligr 2 ni tbu i het ayd i wtne. Raye gto no got sirft ya,d irbhyadt ym rty i exnt het lsta i it nhte my senclei. .
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H'wos r?ngivid.
On asiedtcnc !odog. Fo rya!e yralel oercsu my dayb i eeardcotd i ti adn ,teuc salt 'ehss tgo fro cra my now. .
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Og ipsrt? aodr do no mmo adn em.
Yldsa no,. I ewnh ym i nwo olt a hda my isclnee no druano we ym revod a lot ahve mi atth rgoetthe onw ,imrtep but. .

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