A letter from October 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey kid, how is it going? Has it gotten rough yet? I just wanna remind you that you are going to do some good in this world and you will make a change one day. Please don't give up like we did these past few years because it sucks. Serious are you still depressed and have bad anxiety? If so please go back to therapy. i know you don't like it but you know deep down it helps, you are just to stubborn to admit it. How that anger going for you i know mom will say its not anger but i guess its whatever you wanna call it. Did you become a pro football or basketball player if so have you had any bad injuries? Please take care of yourself. If you are as bad as i am now let people in tell them how you feel don't just keep it all in you need to let go;) It is October 21, 2020 This year sucked you had a rough start actually a really bad one. Then you started slipping again and go suspended from the basketball team. This covid-19 thing came and we were only supposed to be home for 2 weeks but then that turned into 7 months. We started 8th grade online which is not fun and its getting pretty hard. Then you thought you found a forever friend but she let politics get in the way and you guys had an argument. Then you stopped eating again and lost a lot of weight and has this thing with your stomach. Test negative for covid-19 which was good. Mom started to noticed how bad the depression and anxiety . They say the anxiety is another reason why you stopped eating. You made 3 new friends and i doupt you guys will still be friends but its Mckenna, Mia, and Shelby. You and Mckenna are a lot closer than anyone else. But i get to go see dad in Georgia on December 5 so that will be fun i have to come out to the rest of the family though but i am ok with that. Right now they made me start recording my eating but i haven't ate or drank anything today so yeah. EAT SOMETHING AND DRINK SOME WATER PLEASE. Well see you in some years. Bye kid hope it gets better because this is why i am still holding on Love 13 year old Anaya