A letter from October 14th, 2020

Dear Future Me, It might seem like an awkward time to say this, but what I wanted to say is never give up. Never give up on the smallest hope that you may be happier in the future, that you may find what truly makes the colors in this world brighter than they were before. Even though your love for art makes you happy, I know they're still is a void in your heart, or I might be wrong. Maybe you have found something or someone that makes that void in your heart disappear. If you have, just please let the emptiness and loneliness that was once or still is in your heart to help you move forward and help or do something for somebody else. Just know that it's okay to cry, to want something but it not be in reach. If you still feel empty and hurt, then find someone or something that can help you come to terms with it and use it to your advantage, and push you forward. Take or leave this advice behind. I'm just a young naive child that doesn't know what they want from life. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.