A letter from October 14th, 2020

Hi Future Self!! I was bored when I wrote this so here's questions that 2020 you was curious about (feel free to idk- laugh, cry, and cringe while reading) Lez start off simple XDD • How old are you? • Did this email surprise you? • What were you doing before this email? • Do you still dance? • How are you? • How's your family? OkKK bout school- • Still in contact with your old school friends? • Are you fluent in Chinese already? (how bout korean?) • Do you have a job in mind/ are you employed? • Which college are you going to? • Which course are you doing? - (are you even going to college?) • Do you still procrastinate? Kpop time • Do you still love kpop? - if so • who are the groups you still stan? • did you unstan any groups? • ever been to concerts? • ever met an idol face to face?? • How many groups disbanded already? • Any new dating announcements? • Are there artists who already started a family/are married? • Are there artists who came out as lgbtq+? tEa tAyMM • Are you single? • Have any exes? - ever been in a toxic relationship? • Who's your most trusted friend? • Ever been so betrayed? • Still insecure about our body? • Do you still overthink? • Are you taking care of yourself? • Are you happy?? You know there are song quotes/song lyrics that really comforts me right now. I don't know if you still remember them or if you need them; but if you do, here's a list. (most of them are from kpop artists) • "don't be sorry, don't you worry, don't be scared, now stop crying. To me, you are very precious. Can you tell yourself who has had a hard time, that I am here, that you've worked hard, that I love you. That I will hug you." - HUG by seventeen •"everyone won't love you. don't expect that. because I, myself.. cannot love everyone either. right? I cannot love all but being loved by all- it doesn't make sense. the people who are important to me.. think of the people you love. love them. you just need to be loved by them. some of you are stressed because of these things. it must be good to be loved by many but.. that is that. don't feel bad" - Choi Seungcheol, leader of seventeen •"don't hurt yourself. whatever it is, I've a lot of friends who've been there, done that. But just because you have a lot of stress doesn't mean that you have to relieve it by hurting yourself, or going wats that might really disadvantage you. THAT I really don't recommend, you never know what's gonna happen in the future. If you really can't help it, or you really just don't know what to do, or you're really really lost; as i've always said, come here, look for me, ask me, talk with me. And i'll try my best to relieve your stress." - BangChan leader of SKZ •"Do not take revenge to those people who judge you. Just smile and show them what you got." - Kim Namjoon, leader of BTS •"Everyone is beautiful. Just be confident of who you are." - Jin of BTS •"Be happy and appreciate even the little things in life." -Jimin of BTS Listening to music can really help with stress and over thinking- Here's my current comfort playlist if you want.. • Hug - svt • Campfire -svt • Kidult - svt • Smile flower - svt • Pinwheel - svt • Answer: Love Myself - bts • Mikrokosmos - bts • 00:00 - bts • Mixtape #3 - skz • Mixtape #2 - skz • 42 - 3racha • Sunshine - skz • Grow up - skz • Miracle - got7 • Not Alone - nct127 Imma stop now, hopefully this message reaches you and you read it. Eat lots, have fun, and travel. Enjoy life mah dud~ love, your 13 year old self who is currently panicking over a math test <33