A letter from October 11th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You just disabled your instagram account full of memories. Starting over again may be haunting for now but as time passes by it will heal over time. It may take time, it may not be healed until now but I hope it doesn't hurt just like it hurts now. For now, I still get teary eyed whenever I think about the failed relationship. It failed because of my negligence and immaturity. The pain made me feel like I shouldn't love again. I don't deserve to be loved again. I'm scared I might hurt someone again. Just like I hurt him. I hurt him too much and I know he doesn't deserve it he was too perfect. And I was too late. Too late for me to realize that I was hurting him. I hope by this time, you're not as hurt as I am right now. I hope you can smile while reminiscing the remaining memories that you have. It may fade overtime but never forget the lesson you've learned.