A letter from September 27th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Im 16 right now, im sitting in bed snapping with dave, (i hope ur still friends with him, he is helping me in dark times) im in a dark place right now, my depression is getting worse and im getting an eating disorder, but dave is really helping me to deal with it, im speaking to a psychologist but she is not helping me. I really hopen when im reading this in 5 years im mentally okey. At home are things weird, i argeu a lott with mom and dad and marijn is really anoying. I just came out as bi by my friends, and i found a girl (mila) who i kinda have a crush on. Do you still manifest and shift? Im really curious what kind of college you choosed. At the moment i really dont know what im gonna do. Im not even sure if i can reach 18. Are you still gonna mary dave at 5 may 2026? And go to japan and adopt a child? I really hope you do, it is a life dream to do that. I think this is it. Remember to take care of your self and do only things you like. Love you