A letter from September 27th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Happy 22nd birthday!!! 🥳🌈🎉🎁🎂 haha how’s life rn? amazing? I’m rn at TGB, chilling on my bed during maghrib at the Khadijah college listening to Promiscuous by Nelly Furtado on Youtube Premium. What’s ur music taste rn? hope it’s not some sappy **** or somn’ hahaha r u a doctor now? a pediatrician? a specialist doctor? or hell, a pilot? haha jk u’re too short ig. r u living in the US rn? I hope u and mama,papa,abang and syeddiq r close as EVERRRR 😆😆 u still call them every now and then right? I hope u have some **** *** bod rn. slim waist and **** haha tf am I talking ab hahaha do u have a boyfriend? some blue-eyed blonde boy? 😏🤪😚 is the Tiktok app still around tho? haha i hope u r happy with ur life rn or even if u r sad, just look around u, and appreciate everything u have. tell mama, papa, abang and syeddiq u love them. what’s ur clothes style rn? atm my go to outfit is like light blue straight-legged jeans, black inner, any baggy t-shirt, black satin shawl and some high air jordan 1. I wanna tell u that I’m scared as **** for my SPM exams. I don’t even know what course I want in college and university. I really want to study in the united states specifically USC. I want to party and **** haha I want many friends from all around the world. travel to many countries with my best friends. U got 9A+ in SPM right? I’m really scared of not getting straight A’s in SPM. I feel like my future depends 100% on my SPM results. ****! haha sorry. I’m scared to start studying. I feel so lazy to do anything rn. aight anyway, igtg. gotta pray and study, study, study! and go to prep 😑🙄 haha bye future me, ily. I love u to the moon and back. be happy. be the baddest ***** u can be. remember what Bretman Rock said, u can’t never be too hot. muah love u ***** 💋😉😘 sincerely, 17 year-old me :))))