A letter from September 27th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey, 17 year old stef here. how’s it hangin dawg? you’re like ... 22 now??????? right? jesus ******* christ that’s so old. orlando didn’t even get to live to that age ACNHGGFH. do u still like the kuromi tattoo? how are ur scars? are they less visible !! hhh so are u in college ? studying fashion? or did u decide to do something else?? either way i hope you’re enjoying what you do :) HOWS THE CORONA SITUATION??? we have a vaccine right.... god we better. uhhh so do u have a boyfriend? do you love him as much as you love orlando? i pray that you never forgot the amount of love you had/have for that boy. my sweet baby. i miss him so bad. it’s been like 6 months since he died. i still want to blow my brains out every single day. i’ve kinda given up like i think i’m grabbing ice pills tmrw. hopefully i didn’t **** my **** up in the future wit that hehe. but uh. i’m kinda makin myself sad. o really hope life is better for me at 22. are you a *** worker? you better have a ****** onlyfans girl!!!!! ouuu do u work at a strip club? did u magically gain the core strength? i hope so. i hope ur gettin MONEY!! okay it’s almost 3am so i am going 2 leave. OH ALSO ARE U STILL OBSESSED WITH PEEP??? DO U HAVE A LOT MORE TATTOOS? HAS GUS DISOWNED YOU YET??? AHHH i’m so interested in what future stef is up to rn :)