A letter from September 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi! It’s me. Well technically you from the past. I have so many questions. First of all, will Loïs come to study in Belgium? He said he would but you know him, he says so many things but never does any of them. And Ange? Did he get better? Did he finish school? Are you even talking to him or anyone from the old friend group? Leïna must be 20 by now, did she came to visit like she promised? Did you go to Japan with Hiba, Kurtulus, Emma, Manon and everyone? If the answer to that question is no, what are you waiting for? Go buy the tickets and leave tomorrow (this is a threat). On the other hand, if the answer was yes, then how was it? Did you go to the place where the movie ‘your name’ was produced? Madjid said he wanted to go there ever since he saw it. I really hope we are going to see it. And what about school, did you become a surgeon like you have always wanted to be? Or a dancer? I have been thinking about the second option for a while now but I don’t know if I’m good enough of a dancer to be able to do that. Talking about hobbies, are you still playing the violin? I have been thinking about stopping so I just wanted to know if mom convinced me to continue. Are you seeing anyone right now?If the answer is yes, who is it? I hope it's Madjid cuz I really think he's a good guy :) or maybe Loïs? Ange? I honestly have no idea. I think I won't be ablette resist that idiot of Loïs if he asks me to date him. I juste love him too much to let him. go. That idiot will always have place in my heart. Are you happy? How long have you guys been dating? Is it serious? Are you thinking about marriage or kids? Do you have a cat like you always wanted to? An appartement? A house or even a family? About family, how is everyone doing? Is anyone dead or injured or anything like that? I hope everyone is okay. If not, I hope they’ll be better soon. I have one last question; What happened after the corona outbreak? Did everything went back to normal or did everything change? I hope no one I know died from it. Enough questions for today. Right now, it is currently 17:45 or 5:45 pm and the date is wednesday 23 september. I am in mom’s office and the temperature is perfect. The weather outside is cloudy and cold. It’s pretty complicated at school because we are about to transition to code orange. My ‘code orange class’ is not the best but I can deal with it. I wished we could already be in 5 years. I would know if I succeeded or even did anything with my life whether it’s good or bad. There are two possibilities. The first one is that I took my sabbatical year and that I travelled all around the world with some friends and because of that I am one year ‘late’ on the course since I will be 19 in my first year of college. The second one is that I will be an intern in surgery. I don’t know which hospital in I don’t know which country. Everything I want for my future self is to be happy with my current situation. I am going to stop talking now or this letter is going to be way too long. So that’s it! Goodbye from your past self, I hope you’re doing ok, it was a pleasure talking to you. - kmi :)