A letter from September 22nd, 2020

Hey, Well, It's been a long time. I'm you from 2020, 14 year old you. I wonder if you're looking back and thinking "god she was such an idiot." Honestly I wouldn't blame you, I've only been 14 for a month and a half and it's already pretty stupid. Well, you're 19 now. WOW! holy **** dude 19 is old. Are we still alive... please tell me we are. I can't handle a lot of **** right now but I'm trying to stay for Reagan, Anna, Lin, Sienna, Ryan, Andrew, and mom. do they still care about us. Are we friends with our friends now? I hope so. Well I bet you're either in collage or a stripper. Who are you hanging out with? Are you still vaping (I guess it's not too much of a big deal since you're an adult now, just please don't get addicted)? Just be super careful, please. We are having our heart broke by a toxic guy and he's not worth it, not at all. But, hopefully we either fully realize that or he changes. I hope school was good, and that our mental health wasn't totally ****. I think we are a little ****** up now, but it's ok because no teen is fully happy. In a couple of years we gonna be driving! If that doesn't **** me I don't know what will. Well I hope you're happy, successful, with a good guy or girl, and are out of Texas for god sakes. Love forever- Past (and very ****** up) you<3