A letter from September 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Humari shaadi ko 3 mahine se jayda ho gya hai.... Shaadi ki 7 din baad pata chala ki humari biwi ka 8 saal ka rista tha kisi ladke ke saath aur bo 6 saal se uske saath *** kar rhi thi... Ye sun kar hum poori tarah hill gaye.... Humare poore sapne umeede aur biwi par vishwaas sab khatam ho gya... Hum logo ka rista pakka hone ke baad bhi ussne uss ladke ke saath *** kia... Bo usse pyar karti thi.. Par ishme humari kya galti, humne to usse ni bola tha ki hum hi se shaadi karo.... Ussne hume kyu dhoka dia... Bahut ganda lagta hai jab ye khayal aata hai ki Ani kisi aur ke saath *** karke aai hai aur hume dhoka dia... Hum har pal toot jate hai... Mann karta hai ki khud ko khatam kar le... Par kaise uthaye ye ka*** humare maa papa ka kya hoga agar humne ye sab kar liya to.... Kyu hua humare saath ye sab... Bahut umeede thi shaadi se hume... Bahut sapne dekhe the humne.... Aaj aisi estithi hai ki hum kuch ni kar sakte... Shaadi ek aisi chej hoti hai janha se bapas ni aa sakte... Shaadi ke baad aage hi chalte rhena padhta hai.... Agar Ani humai gf hoti to chor bhi dete ye soach kar ki koi aur mil jayegi par aisa bhi ni ho sakta.... Kyaaaaaa kareeeeee hummmmmm... Kash bhagwan hi humne utha le... Jee bhar gaya hai iss zindgi se.... Itna bada dhoka kha liya hai abb kisi ladki pe viswas ni hoga.... Humai saath hi kyu hua aisa.... Kyu kia ani ne humaye saath ye sab... Kyu ki humse shaadi... Humne kya bigada tha uska aur uske parivaar kaa....ussi se shaadi kar leti yaaarr humaye zindgi kyu kharab ki.... Bhagwaan hume apne pass bulalo... Ni rhena ki duniya mai....