A letter from September 21st, 2020

Dear hansy elizabeth im year ten and thriving atm. however my insecurities are really a pain in the arse. these include -my acne luckily it hasnt been as bad recentlyy beacuse im on duac treatment from my doc. which is absolutely brill becasue i have been fanatising about going to a doc about my skin since i was 10. part of the reason why atm one of my dream jobs is being a dermotologist. helping others with my confidence draineer. my number one, really. i know its a toxic way to think but i think anyone is pretty as long as thye have clear skin and long lashes. tahst it. two things i don have. -my belly/thighs yes what a surprise u thought i was gonna say weight. well my weight isnt that much because i am not that tall amd i have no bum or ****. i think im around 8.3-8.5 st. so its juts my not-flat-belly that peeves me off really. and my wide shoulders and i would lile to be bit sgorter gosh i could go on this isnt really helpful is it? anyway im pretty sure when i leave for uni i will loose a bunch of weight because i am not going to overstuff myself with dads delish cooking. -my inabilty to not overthink everything. i think i have autuism. i listen to podcasts to understand communication and try and copy it. what am i, a dog? its not just social situations i overthink, tho. from movies to tv shows to a passing comment somone says, my noisy brain will devour it. this is both a good and bad thing see u in five years. i cant exactly be bothred to correct all my spelling errors. u will get the jist