A letter from September 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I am writing this on September 19th, 2020. One month away from your wedding! It’s a chilly Saturday morning. Obi is in the kitchen washing the dishes and there’s no barking nor any baby cry’s. It’s just the 2 of you. Living in the middle of Newton Center. I have no idea where we will be in 5 years but wherever we are I hope its next to him. Like any young couple you guys have dreams and goals to buy your first home and have a little family of your own. From the bottom of my hearth I hope we get to accomplish that. You are 31 while Obi is 35. If for some reason you guys still don't have kids, don’t give up. Have faith and trust that it will happen someday. I know how much you dream of being a mom and you deserve it! Don’t question it. No matter what anybody says you will be a great mother. Wether you are considering IVF or adoption know that you guys will be amazing parents to a kid. Don’t give up! You may not be as amazing as your mom but you will be darn close. And if somehow you guys already have a baby by now, enjoy it. Love every second of it and remember that this is what you dreamed of. You will do great! I hope that by now you have seen your mother’s grave. I know it must have been hard. It probably broke you. But try to see past the sad memories and smile about the happy ones. Remember to stay strong and that if your mother was alive she will be very proud of you. BTW congrats on becoming a citizen! You did it!!!