A letter from September 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi! Please smile before reading this, I don't like my crying self because you look stupid when crying, harsh but true,(I know myself) I hope you are doing great. I know that things are hard and I want to let you know that everything is going to be worth it just don't give up and always do your best even though you think that your best is not enough hehe. I hope that you are living your life to the fullest and I hope that you gained confidence in the past years. I am wishing you well and I hope that you will not give up when things get rough. Hardships are a part of your life and learn not to give up but to overcome everything that you encounter. I hope that you achieved your dreams and you made your parents proud. You are on the adult phase so please bear with it, things will not come the way you wanted it but always remember that God will always give you what's best for you. Always remember that everything happens for a reason so don't blame your incapacities when you did not get what you want. Pray everyday, always be thankful even for the little things in life, be healthy physically and mentally. Your 17 year old self love you just the way you are. Be confident but always remember to just be yourself. Simplicity is Beauty. Always love your parents and be thankful, do not resent them because they are the only one who will help and guide you. Always obey them because they know what's best for you. Laban lang ng laban 22 year old me. I love you💓. I hope na lagi ka na nag papa picture and sana madami ka ng friends just like your mom and sister who's more confident than you hehe. Always remember to think twice before deciding on things that will ruin you. -Your overthinker, less confident, insecure, ****** (sabi ng iba), 17 your old self who's going to turn 18 next week hehe. p.s. I'm wearing the mickey mouse blue shirt and the stripes denim shorts while laying down on the couch hehe,, love you, self :)) and I was talking to Gab 20 mins before writing this to you about our social anxiety and overthinking self. And I was writing this to you while I still have so many tasks to do. (earth sci, philo, research, and precal) hehe why so mahirap huhu, sana mataas grades mo kundi bobo ka na forever p.p.s sana wala ka pang anak landi neto p.p.p.s always remember to write for yourself for the next five years kasi who knows kung anong nasa isip mo. tanga ka pag di mo to ginawa hehe :)) SANA MAY TONED ABS AND BUTT KA NA HEHE,, HIRAP HIRAP MAG WORKOUT KATAMAD,, DAMI KO GUSTO SABIHIN,, I REMEMBER NA HEHE,, YUNG TREASURE BOX MO PLEASE WAG MO ITAPON AND SANA BASAHIN MO ULIT MESSAGES NUNG MGA FRIENDS AND CLASSMATES MO SAYO NUNG NAG RECOLLECTION KAYO SA BUGALLON HEHE BASAHIN MO PARA MALAMAN MO NA THEY CARE FOR YOU HEHE,, SANA MADAMI KA NA DIN NAIPON,, AND SANA WAG KA NA IYAKIN PAG MAG RERECITE,, SANA MASAYA KA PALAGI (sincerely hoping for this to come true),, KATATAPOS MO DIN LANG BASAHIN UPDATE NI MAMI GWY YUNG POV NI CLYDEN SA AVENUES OF THE DIAMOND HEKHEK,, SANA ALL, CHAR (fav lines mo),, AND KAKAPAGUPIT MO DIN LANG KANINA (you looked like an anime girl because of the haircut☹️) layered haircut below the shoulder length ( taray,, para may reference ka),, SANA ARCHITECT KA NA OR FLIGHT ATTENDANT, PWEDE DING LICENSED ARCHI PERO FA DAHIL ALA MAKUHANG JOB HAHA JOKE,, SANA MASAYA KA SA GINAGAWA MO!! yun lang i think hehe love you talaga hehe... may covid pala ngayon skl (share ko lang)