A letter from September 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi beautiful, I hope you are better than when I am writing this. You probably forgot about that letter but I am writing it because I ******* hate myself. I am in tears every night and every day. I wanna die. I have a lot of problems and I don't know how to solve them. Remember yourself from high school, what do you think about it? Now my life look like a ****. I don't like it but it's okey to feel not okey. Anyway, are you still with K? Did you graduate mature? Did you go to college? Did you say yes? Is your life better than 5 years ago? I hope so. Don't worry if any of these things didn't happen. You are ******* strong and awesome woman. Go ahead and use this letter as a motivation for action. You got out of this ****. I love you, your old version of you<3