A letter from September 11th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hiyaaaa,, I don’t know how to start.Im Katie 14 right now.Crazy to think in 5 years I’ll be 19 I can only see me getting to the age 16 no further. I’ve got a few questions and I just hope I don’t swap email. How is dad? He just got diagnosed yesterday with a rare lung disease.Has anyone close to me died? How’s raffy? Am I still friends with people from school? What car do I have? What do I want to do? Do I have a job? Am I still friends with Lauren? Do I still see my sister? Ive been feeling good recently I’m on my way to school right now. I’ve been trying to make myself happier and more positive and it’s working recently not been sad for ages! I just hope I don’t go back how I did. Whose my new bestfriends? 2020 has been a **** year, corona, wildfires, Caroline,Kobe and Gigi. And loads more.....Is tiktok still alive? MOST IMPORTANTLY do I still love one direction? Are they together? How’s Gigi’s and zayn baby and what they call it? Is Liam and maya married yet and if so did any of the boys go to the wedding? How’s Freddie and bear they will be so old when I next read this . I can’t wait to go college as this is such a toxic environment lol at school everyone just slags everyone else. I just can’t wait to go clubbing every week.Also do I still watch the sidemen, are they still together. How are they all. Love you ,,, Katie xx